03-12-2014, 07:50 PM
Negative self talk during a practical employment test last week. Haven't heard this much garbage from my own head since Nov last year. Not sure what AM is pushing me through, but a lot to do with self worth and value especially when it comes to validation from my job. Confidence in myself is still stupid high even though I messed up big time on my practical. The employer pushes for my references, am too busy to send them to him. Get a email one day and then a phone call the next to do retest (apparently they don't ever do this). I never would have had the confidence to do this before. Now I'll get to it when I make time for it. Thank goodness for Alpha.
