04-27-2015, 11:50 PM
Stage 4:
Day 7:
I feel nothing. Its like as if its not working at all. What I feel is the momentum I carried from stage 2 and mid stage 3. I am much calmer, I am choosing when to get defensive, during the stage 2 and 3 I reacted whenever I was provoked to react. I am thinking about the long term. May be thats what the stage 4 is doing to me and I am not able to just put my finger on it. Difficult to say.
About my work, I have officially resigned and I got two more months to complete. After that I plan to go back to school for a short term course to improve in certain areas where I am really weak. Then I plan to spend some more time with my family and take the direction I want to take for my life. Over the past few months I am beginning to understand the problems I have deep within me, and why or how those problems started, and what actions I need to take to fix them. In both life and profession. Working on it. Its starting to look like a rebirth than an evolution for me. Anyway, I intend to start my own company, but before that I would like to take a break from work and think it through. But , I am preparing myself more step by step. I have signed up to a public speaking group. I predict that I will spend some time on the spot light so I need to be best prepared.
About women, I am making good progress, even though I didn't get laid in a long time, I am not getting friend zoned like the way I used to get few months back. I still havn't signed up for salsa or gym yet, but in a week I will.
Day 7:
I feel nothing. Its like as if its not working at all. What I feel is the momentum I carried from stage 2 and mid stage 3. I am much calmer, I am choosing when to get defensive, during the stage 2 and 3 I reacted whenever I was provoked to react. I am thinking about the long term. May be thats what the stage 4 is doing to me and I am not able to just put my finger on it. Difficult to say.
About my work, I have officially resigned and I got two more months to complete. After that I plan to go back to school for a short term course to improve in certain areas where I am really weak. Then I plan to spend some more time with my family and take the direction I want to take for my life. Over the past few months I am beginning to understand the problems I have deep within me, and why or how those problems started, and what actions I need to take to fix them. In both life and profession. Working on it. Its starting to look like a rebirth than an evolution for me. Anyway, I intend to start my own company, but before that I would like to take a break from work and think it through. But , I am preparing myself more step by step. I have signed up to a public speaking group. I predict that I will spend some time on the spot light so I need to be best prepared.
About women, I am making good progress, even though I didn't get laid in a long time, I am not getting friend zoned like the way I used to get few months back. I still havn't signed up for salsa or gym yet, but in a week I will.
'Evolution depends on the variation within a species.'
Charles Darwin
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Charles Darwin
