03-24-2015, 06:32 AM
STAGE 3:
DAY 9:
Nothing dramatic has happned on the outside for the last 2-3 days but inside there is a dramatic shift. HUGE ones.
I am starting to feel that I am not financially well rewarded for the amount of effort, personal sacrifice that I made in for the past five years of my career in the name of passion, yet I feel I am personally responsible for the situation I got myself into in first place. No matter how well I would have been paid, I would have found a way to blow the cash by the end of the month.
Now, I am looking for ways to make a huge leap, to point I am ready to change my career. But from now on I will spend my money wisely and I think I am ready to handle bigger flow of money and wealth in my life.
Well, things have started to pick up steam on the romantic side of my life finally. I don't want to go into details but things panned out in unexpected ways. No sex yet, but I am totally okay with it. (for now)
DAY 9:
Nothing dramatic has happned on the outside for the last 2-3 days but inside there is a dramatic shift. HUGE ones.
I am starting to feel that I am not financially well rewarded for the amount of effort, personal sacrifice that I made in for the past five years of my career in the name of passion, yet I feel I am personally responsible for the situation I got myself into in first place. No matter how well I would have been paid, I would have found a way to blow the cash by the end of the month.
Now, I am looking for ways to make a huge leap, to point I am ready to change my career. But from now on I will spend my money wisely and I think I am ready to handle bigger flow of money and wealth in my life.
Well, things have started to pick up steam on the romantic side of my life finally. I don't want to go into details but things panned out in unexpected ways. No sex yet, but I am totally okay with it. (for now)