ICEMAN Evolution AM6

[iceman]

Stage 2
Day 25:

I feel like I don't give a ***k. I was listening to music in the office and mr.J suggested that I should reduce the volume as the clients are there. I asked him if they complained? He said 'no'. So I told him not to worry and increased it a bit more and the clients complimented that the place feels relaxing like a lounge.

I am horny as hell yet not at all frustrated as nothing happened, I kinda decided to just live in the moment. ED is has gone completely. Reboot has worked and I feel like a male pornstar. I am not frustrated when girls don't reply to my messages, I just told myself that it means they are not lucky enough, and God it works! They are replying to my messages with more text contents, and they have more smileys and phone numbers. While mine are getting shorter and almost no smiley at all... and about the porn part.... It doesn't mean I have been able to stay away from porn completely. While working I do look at soft porn in pinterest and my colleagues join me as if they are looking at fine art. The window behind me was letting the light in and sometimes it glared either on the monitor or the shiny floor. I complained and nothing happened, so I used the office's plotter to print out a 120X60 cm poster filled with sexy girls but I gave it an artistic effect and pasted it on the window and I justified putting the images of women because there isn't one in the office and I told my boss we need some women in the office, it would be nice. I didn't mean it in a sexual way. He looked at me like he can't do anything about what I did, and he didn't want to upset me. When the clients saw it today they kinda guessed who did it and one of them smiled and the other winked at me. I wish it was a woman.
Anyway, like I said earlier. 'its like I don't give a _____!'

Its been almost a week and I have been listening to Paul Mckenna's 'The 3 Things That Will Change Your Destiny' and its showing small effects. Its like as if its complimenting AM6 for me.
Some of the exercises are rapid visualizations and something similar to PSTEC. I am not sure if its better than pstec but its so nice and warm to listen to Paul Mckenna.

Another thing that is helping me out to make a difference is Cold shower. Its still kinda winter here and water is freezing. So those 5minutes are probably the longest 5 minutes of the day as I still shiver and scream and shake like a scared pussy but the anxiety I had to enter the shower box is reducing. Its to force myself out of my comfort zone. I have huge global ambitions for the future and the only way I can get them done is to get out of my comfort zone. So I will seek such challenges in future to improve myself. They are quite daring and intimidating projects. To do such things i need to overcome all the shit and limitations.
I have been thinking about attending a pickup artist bootcamp, it is again mainly to help me get out of my comfort zone, and not aimed at picking up the girls.... I don't know if it will work. But I am curious. I don't know if anyone has attended. It would be interesting to share the experience.