Stage 2:
Day 21:
Negativity in the office is rising because of my Boss's way of dividing and ruling. It worked out in the past but from now... it won't I am afraid. Eventhough I want to leave in few months, from yesterday I began to develop the idea of not leaving without a fight. But then the other part of me says its better to leave in good terms. Just that some are born idiots. But I am irritated and angry.
Mr.J is acting more insecure. Even though hes kinda more on my side sometimes I want to punch him in the face as he is going from person to person spreading more negativity and making the situation worse than it is. But I am controlling myself.
All in all, my self confidence is rising. Lets say my level of confidence is much higher than the time I felt towards the end of ASC5g.
Despite the negativity I am realizing that this is just a moment which is going to pass, I've heard and read about it but its another thing to feel it. I am meeting more people within the office who want to leave. I was adviced by some project managers also to find another place where they will allow me to grow as they do feel that my bosses and other senior colleagues are not going to let me grow. I did discuss with them that I would like to take a long break and they adviced me it is better to apply for a long leave (unpaid) and then quit, otherwise I am not entitled for a bonus in the coming months.
Anyway, I got a month or two to decide. fingers crossed.
Day 21:
Negativity in the office is rising because of my Boss's way of dividing and ruling. It worked out in the past but from now... it won't I am afraid. Eventhough I want to leave in few months, from yesterday I began to develop the idea of not leaving without a fight. But then the other part of me says its better to leave in good terms. Just that some are born idiots. But I am irritated and angry.
Mr.J is acting more insecure. Even though hes kinda more on my side sometimes I want to punch him in the face as he is going from person to person spreading more negativity and making the situation worse than it is. But I am controlling myself.
All in all, my self confidence is rising. Lets say my level of confidence is much higher than the time I felt towards the end of ASC5g.
Despite the negativity I am realizing that this is just a moment which is going to pass, I've heard and read about it but its another thing to feel it. I am meeting more people within the office who want to leave. I was adviced by some project managers also to find another place where they will allow me to grow as they do feel that my bosses and other senior colleagues are not going to let me grow. I did discuss with them that I would like to take a long break and they adviced me it is better to apply for a long leave (unpaid) and then quit, otherwise I am not entitled for a bonus in the coming months.
Anyway, I got a month or two to decide. fingers crossed.
'Evolution depends on the variation within a species.'
Charles Darwin
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Charles Darwin
