Stage 2:
Day 20:
Still gainig respect. Its nice a feeling when the curve of the graph keeps rising. I am not there 100% yet. But its okay if it doesn't come that quickly.
Women generally feel comfortable around me. I take the bus to work everyday and in the past women or young girls won't sit near me unless they have no choice. These days its natural. And I am not freaked out. Earlier only the ones I knew were comfortable with me.
Colleagues or guys working for the same firm but a different department who never used to wish me or acknowledge my existence say 'Hi' followed by my name.
I think AM6 has changed my body language significantly and I am not able to point out exactly which part. its creepy in a nice way.
Shannon you Wizard.
Now, The not so nice part.
My colleagues who work in the same department are a bit uncomfortable with me. Especially the ones who were used to telling me what to do.
I hear dirty comments about me, I am not paranoid but one of my colleagues (lets call him J) did tell that he has has heard the others say not so good things about me. ( Things went a bit sour after I had an argument with my boss in front of everyone because I felt that my boss has the tendency to blabber and point little mistakes we might have done two years back. Despite the fact that the project was a success. I yelled at him back and let him know he was living in the past)
The interesting thing about J is that we never got along. He was always rude to me or anyone else who seemed like a beta. He enjoyed standing on top of people. he enjoyed presenting other's work like it was his. He loved to argue and prove people wrong.
But I noticed a shift from his side few days before I started stage 2. He has been agreeing with me 99% of the time. Funny thing is that I don't even care if he agrees, unlike in the past.
Mr.J loved to lick asses of the senior colleagues, now it has all but backfired for him. So he has run to me like a scared puppy after he noticed me starting to stand up for myself for the past few weeks.
Anyway, I am careful about what I say to such people.
I did have urges to look at porn now and then and I did surrender but not the urge of pleasuring myself. But its all under control since Ive started interacting with real chicks.
In other news, I have restarted 30 days cold shower challenge.
Day 20:
Still gainig respect. Its nice a feeling when the curve of the graph keeps rising. I am not there 100% yet. But its okay if it doesn't come that quickly.
Women generally feel comfortable around me. I take the bus to work everyday and in the past women or young girls won't sit near me unless they have no choice. These days its natural. And I am not freaked out. Earlier only the ones I knew were comfortable with me.
Colleagues or guys working for the same firm but a different department who never used to wish me or acknowledge my existence say 'Hi' followed by my name.
I think AM6 has changed my body language significantly and I am not able to point out exactly which part. its creepy in a nice way.
Shannon you Wizard.
Now, The not so nice part.
My colleagues who work in the same department are a bit uncomfortable with me. Especially the ones who were used to telling me what to do.
I hear dirty comments about me, I am not paranoid but one of my colleagues (lets call him J) did tell that he has has heard the others say not so good things about me. ( Things went a bit sour after I had an argument with my boss in front of everyone because I felt that my boss has the tendency to blabber and point little mistakes we might have done two years back. Despite the fact that the project was a success. I yelled at him back and let him know he was living in the past)
The interesting thing about J is that we never got along. He was always rude to me or anyone else who seemed like a beta. He enjoyed standing on top of people. he enjoyed presenting other's work like it was his. He loved to argue and prove people wrong.
But I noticed a shift from his side few days before I started stage 2. He has been agreeing with me 99% of the time. Funny thing is that I don't even care if he agrees, unlike in the past.
Mr.J loved to lick asses of the senior colleagues, now it has all but backfired for him. So he has run to me like a scared puppy after he noticed me starting to stand up for myself for the past few weeks.
Anyway, I am careful about what I say to such people.
I did have urges to look at porn now and then and I did surrender but not the urge of pleasuring myself. But its all under control since Ive started interacting with real chicks.
In other news, I have restarted 30 days cold shower challenge.