01-22-2015, 07:16 AM
DAY 16:
Sleep is okay, didn't find it difficult to wake up on time today. So, I feel better during the day (compared to the past few days) Emotions or mood just keeps swinging from positive to negative. A bit cranky now and then, energetic for a moment, then I feel I am drained. Still so horny yet I have no interest in women. AM6 plus rebooting is causing these issues to raise I feel. 11 days is the first time in my life I have lived without watching porn. (ever since I started watching porn in any form) I had managed not to ejaculate for more than 40 days, but I could never stop watching porn. This itself feels like a great achievement, although I should give OPA 4g the credit which I used as a primer before AM6
I don't know if any of you have been in a similar situation, if so, please help.
On the good side, my reboot combined with AM6, I notice even more things these days. Somehow my observation is richer. When I used BIABW I remember making brief eye contacts with women, that sort of eye contacts are returning. I somehow notice more smiles or positive body language from everyone towards me, especially the women. When I started using BIABW, I remember one female bar attendant started adding chocolate powder in my Cuppucinos, back then I thought she does it for everyone, today I was observing her, it seems I am the only special one.
It just looks like BIABW is still working on the background, just that I didn't simply pay enough attention. Its nice to know that 4g programs are still doing their job, to be honest, some of them are just making my life a bit easier. I can't wait for the parties I will be attending next month.
I had a crazy dream, I hope someone can help me out to crack what it meant.
I was in my office and all of a sudden, this attractive secretary (there is no attractive secretary in the office) flirts with me and makes me sign a bunch of doccuments and tells me that I am fired. I talk with my boss and he seemed surprised while I realize that this was his plan. In my mind, my boss is a nice guy, but like most bosses he could be an asshole sometimes. I have never trusted him 100%. Yet, I don't know what this dream meant.
HELP!!
Apart from AM6 and Nofaps, I took up a new challenge day before yesterday evening. 30 days cold shower.
Its not that easy to stay in cold shower for five minutes during winter.
Sleep is okay, didn't find it difficult to wake up on time today. So, I feel better during the day (compared to the past few days) Emotions or mood just keeps swinging from positive to negative. A bit cranky now and then, energetic for a moment, then I feel I am drained. Still so horny yet I have no interest in women. AM6 plus rebooting is causing these issues to raise I feel. 11 days is the first time in my life I have lived without watching porn. (ever since I started watching porn in any form) I had managed not to ejaculate for more than 40 days, but I could never stop watching porn. This itself feels like a great achievement, although I should give OPA 4g the credit which I used as a primer before AM6
I don't know if any of you have been in a similar situation, if so, please help.
On the good side, my reboot combined with AM6, I notice even more things these days. Somehow my observation is richer. When I used BIABW I remember making brief eye contacts with women, that sort of eye contacts are returning. I somehow notice more smiles or positive body language from everyone towards me, especially the women. When I started using BIABW, I remember one female bar attendant started adding chocolate powder in my Cuppucinos, back then I thought she does it for everyone, today I was observing her, it seems I am the only special one.
It just looks like BIABW is still working on the background, just that I didn't simply pay enough attention. Its nice to know that 4g programs are still doing their job, to be honest, some of them are just making my life a bit easier. I can't wait for the parties I will be attending next month. I had a crazy dream, I hope someone can help me out to crack what it meant.
I was in my office and all of a sudden, this attractive secretary (there is no attractive secretary in the office) flirts with me and makes me sign a bunch of doccuments and tells me that I am fired. I talk with my boss and he seemed surprised while I realize that this was his plan. In my mind, my boss is a nice guy, but like most bosses he could be an asshole sometimes. I have never trusted him 100%. Yet, I don't know what this dream meant.
HELP!!
Apart from AM6 and Nofaps, I took up a new challenge day before yesterday evening. 30 days cold shower.
Its not that easy to stay in cold shower for five minutes during winter.
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