07-14-2017, 06:51 AM
(07-13-2017, 11:46 PM)ichigo Wrote: Day 53 (Day 21 of B version)
2 loops DMSI vb Hybrid Trickling Stream
Thanks for your advice guys, it means a lot. When I read your first post Duke, my gut told me I valued my relationship more, and then RTBoss's post helped to rationalise why my gut felt that way.
I will definitely stick with her. Now I know it's a conscious choice backed up my solid reasoning, I don't feel trapped by it now either. So again, thank you both.
Which raises the question... what am I doing on DMSI now then. Hmm.
I will definitely stick it out until at least the 32 day mark, this will give me time to think about what I want to do.
I'm experiencing a reduction in many of my insecurities that revolve around women, which consequently reduces issues to fight with my wife about.
The love remains, and doesn't go anywhere. So when the negative issues are reduced, I'm left with my love and appreciation for what I have - a fantastic woman. Do I ogle other women? Yeah, but that's not anything different than before. Before, I also craved their attention and validation, and now it's just something that entertains me - when they don't look at me, or show interest, I don't care. That's very freeing in many ways.
Keep on with DMSI and see what benefits you notice in that arena.
