05-23-2017, 01:14 AM
22/05 - Day 1 of DMSI v 3.1A
After a hiatus which I spent on Overcome ED 5G, I'm back on DMSI. I'll give a brief review of ED 5G below.
I wanted to do 2 loops of the Hybrid Trickling Stream, but at the 45 minute mark of my second loop my FLAC player randomly stopped. I pressed play but it went back to the start. I fast forwarded it to just before the 45 minute mark and it stopped at 45 minutes again... it's never done that before. I removed the files from my FLAC player, re-downloaded them and put them back so hopefully that has fixed it. My 2 loops were not optimal, anyway.
Noticeable:
-Felt hornier
-Girlfriend returned home from work and we were fooling around, she told me she felt unusually wet all day. Could be some sniping if I am thinking about her?
-Some staring from both men and women, they look away quickly when I return the gaze
-Had a dream of my girlfriend staying around my parents house. For some reason her ex-boyfriend was there too. I was sleeping in a separate room to them and they were sleeping in a bed together, but it was assumed they wouldn't do anything. I woke up in the middle of the night to get water and on my way back, I heard moans from their room. I opened the door and he was banging her in a way I'm not able to do with my PIED right now.
I remember feeling a combination of sick and fear. I'm ashamed I didn't feel much anger, but more just sadness, nausea and fear because I knew I had to do something to stop it and shame because I didn't feel as angry as I should. I threw the glass of water over them in the dream, and they both reacted like I was out of order to be upset and he came over as if he was going to beat me up and I woke up before he got to me. In the dream I felt weak, like a kid. I'm also ashamed to say watching them fuck made me a little bit horny too.
My guess would be its my sub conscious dealing with my fear and frustration at not being able to fuck my girlfriend properly when she has been fucked properly by others before.
-Girlfriend and I were meant to go to Ariana concert in London but I'm assuming it will be cancelled after the attack. A female friend of mine messaged me afterward to say she was glad I wasn't at the Manchester one. I had been fantasizing about her a bit lately so it could be a bit of sniper or manifestation.
Just finished my loops for Day 2 without issues.
My current situation is I'm with my girlfriend who I am faithful to and don't want to cheat. I've had PIED problems and I'm taking the current steps to fix it:
-No porn/masturbation
-DMSI v 3.1A healing
-Going to buy a "Manhood" which covers the penis like a foreskin would to try and regain some more sensitivity in my penis which I think could help.
Overcome ED 5G:
I ran this for 1 month and 10 days. At the same time I was doing no porn/masturbation. Around the 20 day mark I saw real improvements and managed to have sex with my girlfriend with a condom on and cum inside her. We managed to do it a few times. But then I brought masturbation back in (not to porn), and she would jerk me off / give me BJs. I think doing that has made the sensitivity reduce again, so I think it's going to have to strictly be a pussy only embargo on my dick, or at least make sure I use a lot of lube and an extremely light grip if i masturbate or she gives me a hand job.
As for Overcome ED 5G itself, it definitely works, as the first time I had sex with her it was because it happened randomly out of no where, we had not planned to do it and there was no pressure/fear of failure of getting hard. Before that there was always fear, particularly when putting the condom on which I think stopped me being able to get hard.
I think Overcome ED 5G gave my subconscious the different programming which let me put the condom on and start fucking her without fear, so I think the program absolutely works. Now I just need to deal with my penis sensitivity issue I think and once I'm back to where I was hopefully I can stay with the erections and not ruin it with porn or death grip masturbation again.
After a hiatus which I spent on Overcome ED 5G, I'm back on DMSI. I'll give a brief review of ED 5G below.
I wanted to do 2 loops of the Hybrid Trickling Stream, but at the 45 minute mark of my second loop my FLAC player randomly stopped. I pressed play but it went back to the start. I fast forwarded it to just before the 45 minute mark and it stopped at 45 minutes again... it's never done that before. I removed the files from my FLAC player, re-downloaded them and put them back so hopefully that has fixed it. My 2 loops were not optimal, anyway.
Noticeable:
-Felt hornier
-Girlfriend returned home from work and we were fooling around, she told me she felt unusually wet all day. Could be some sniping if I am thinking about her?
-Some staring from both men and women, they look away quickly when I return the gaze
-Had a dream of my girlfriend staying around my parents house. For some reason her ex-boyfriend was there too. I was sleeping in a separate room to them and they were sleeping in a bed together, but it was assumed they wouldn't do anything. I woke up in the middle of the night to get water and on my way back, I heard moans from their room. I opened the door and he was banging her in a way I'm not able to do with my PIED right now.
I remember feeling a combination of sick and fear. I'm ashamed I didn't feel much anger, but more just sadness, nausea and fear because I knew I had to do something to stop it and shame because I didn't feel as angry as I should. I threw the glass of water over them in the dream, and they both reacted like I was out of order to be upset and he came over as if he was going to beat me up and I woke up before he got to me. In the dream I felt weak, like a kid. I'm also ashamed to say watching them fuck made me a little bit horny too.
My guess would be its my sub conscious dealing with my fear and frustration at not being able to fuck my girlfriend properly when she has been fucked properly by others before.
-Girlfriend and I were meant to go to Ariana concert in London but I'm assuming it will be cancelled after the attack. A female friend of mine messaged me afterward to say she was glad I wasn't at the Manchester one. I had been fantasizing about her a bit lately so it could be a bit of sniper or manifestation.
Just finished my loops for Day 2 without issues.
My current situation is I'm with my girlfriend who I am faithful to and don't want to cheat. I've had PIED problems and I'm taking the current steps to fix it:
-No porn/masturbation
-DMSI v 3.1A healing
-Going to buy a "Manhood" which covers the penis like a foreskin would to try and regain some more sensitivity in my penis which I think could help.
Overcome ED 5G:
I ran this for 1 month and 10 days. At the same time I was doing no porn/masturbation. Around the 20 day mark I saw real improvements and managed to have sex with my girlfriend with a condom on and cum inside her. We managed to do it a few times. But then I brought masturbation back in (not to porn), and she would jerk me off / give me BJs. I think doing that has made the sensitivity reduce again, so I think it's going to have to strictly be a pussy only embargo on my dick, or at least make sure I use a lot of lube and an extremely light grip if i masturbate or she gives me a hand job.
As for Overcome ED 5G itself, it definitely works, as the first time I had sex with her it was because it happened randomly out of no where, we had not planned to do it and there was no pressure/fear of failure of getting hard. Before that there was always fear, particularly when putting the condom on which I think stopped me being able to get hard.
I think Overcome ED 5G gave my subconscious the different programming which let me put the condom on and start fucking her without fear, so I think the program absolutely works. Now I just need to deal with my penis sensitivity issue I think and once I'm back to where I was hopefully I can stay with the erections and not ruin it with porn or death grip masturbation again.
