07-27-2017, 10:20 AM
(This post was last modified: 07-27-2017, 10:44 AM by JackOfHearts.)
So I stopped playing DMSI last Monday. DMSI effect didn't diminish, or it got even better. Today I was walking through the town, looking for some new cloth and a new phone.
I got more confident I would say, the way I walk is more carefree. Some very good IOI from girls around, some quiet impressive, some it's like they want to seduce me when looking at me. Nothing concrete though. But today I felt like I could put a genuine smile more easily while looking at girls, so more confident, and their reaction is good too. I almost wanted to start talking to one girl that was passing by. I also noticed that I'm talking more freely, I hesitate less to say what I'm thinking but that has been there since about 2 weeks already but it seems even more pronounced right now. I even told my father about some occult knowledge I have been learning for 3 years now which I thought I would not tell him but I was so carefree that I told him.
That feeling isn't far off from the feeling I got from using SM3. That feeling of confidence is great. No backing down here.
I think the girl friend reacted to DMSI for the first time. First you have to know that my current "girlfriend" has a special personality, she is the kind of girls that isn't easily affected by outside influence and when she is indeed affected it's very hard to see.
So while sleeping and having sex with her I noticed she was more needy, more wanting my body than she is usually. This morning it seems she couldn't stop talking when I left. It seems she is getting more insecure in her own way, she has a very big ego so it's not easy for her to get insecure, she won't show that insecure easily.
I think DMSI is working very well on me right now, I feel my body temperature is hotter than it should be, and I eat like crazy again, I can't stopped eating every 3 hours. Interaction with others are great, I like it, I don't like studying right now, I prefer to go out when I got the chance.
I'm seeing more proof again of some MLS effect. I was analyzing my environment more thoroughly for the past week, I didn't noticed it completely until now. I was looking at a bird today, and then I noticed how fast they move their head, I thought wow that's great if I could move that fast, all that because I was thoroughly analyzing the difference I saw from his body to a human body.
Also I noticed I was analyzing my car rpm today, thinking that usually I don't go over 3000rpm but at 4000rpm my car get much faster so I thought I could use that range more often without killing it since the limit is around 5800rpm.
I also noticed I was calculating things more when I looked at them, for example the distance between between one point from another, if it is safe to accelerate when that car is at this distance because usually I wait for a better opportunity.
Tiny details someone could say but I don't do that often usually.
The choice is hard between DMSI and MLS. I think the main reason I will be switching is because I can't fu*** work while on DMSI, at least not properly. I can't remember things and my mind is slow to pick up on things around which is not easy for me since I was already slow to begin with. Like I said previously it's hard to do certain task while using that beast of DMSI. This is a big drawbacks to me. It sucks though it seems I was almost there on DMSI effect. Though concretely I got no results
I'm going to switch tomorrow unless I change my mind. It seems there is some possibility that MLS could attract some girls too so maybe that was coming from MLS who knows
let's hope. Anyway I think it's for the best this switch, I can't live on girls only, and I can't work properly on DMSI.
Let's hope DMSI 3.2 implement some new fast thinking abilities, fast reflexes, to prevent slow reaction time or difficulty to remember or even to speak properly because you can't remember a word you have been using all your life.
Edit: I forgot to say that while having sex I noticed a few things I didn't noticed before. This is again MLS going through I think. So I noticed that my dick get less hard after a time because I contract my other muscles too much which I think remove the blood from my dick to feed my arms or legs. Remembering how things happened right now I was analyzing my moves more and I noticed a few stuff that I can improve like doing slower stroke to get it more hard faster and not using my other muscles so intensely. The blood thing seem obvious but I didn't see it before.
I got more confident I would say, the way I walk is more carefree. Some very good IOI from girls around, some quiet impressive, some it's like they want to seduce me when looking at me. Nothing concrete though. But today I felt like I could put a genuine smile more easily while looking at girls, so more confident, and their reaction is good too. I almost wanted to start talking to one girl that was passing by. I also noticed that I'm talking more freely, I hesitate less to say what I'm thinking but that has been there since about 2 weeks already but it seems even more pronounced right now. I even told my father about some occult knowledge I have been learning for 3 years now which I thought I would not tell him but I was so carefree that I told him.
That feeling isn't far off from the feeling I got from using SM3. That feeling of confidence is great. No backing down here.
I think the girl friend reacted to DMSI for the first time. First you have to know that my current "girlfriend" has a special personality, she is the kind of girls that isn't easily affected by outside influence and when she is indeed affected it's very hard to see.
So while sleeping and having sex with her I noticed she was more needy, more wanting my body than she is usually. This morning it seems she couldn't stop talking when I left. It seems she is getting more insecure in her own way, she has a very big ego so it's not easy for her to get insecure, she won't show that insecure easily.
I think DMSI is working very well on me right now, I feel my body temperature is hotter than it should be, and I eat like crazy again, I can't stopped eating every 3 hours. Interaction with others are great, I like it, I don't like studying right now, I prefer to go out when I got the chance.
I'm seeing more proof again of some MLS effect. I was analyzing my environment more thoroughly for the past week, I didn't noticed it completely until now. I was looking at a bird today, and then I noticed how fast they move their head, I thought wow that's great if I could move that fast, all that because I was thoroughly analyzing the difference I saw from his body to a human body.
Also I noticed I was analyzing my car rpm today, thinking that usually I don't go over 3000rpm but at 4000rpm my car get much faster so I thought I could use that range more often without killing it since the limit is around 5800rpm.
I also noticed I was calculating things more when I looked at them, for example the distance between between one point from another, if it is safe to accelerate when that car is at this distance because usually I wait for a better opportunity.
Tiny details someone could say but I don't do that often usually.
The choice is hard between DMSI and MLS. I think the main reason I will be switching is because I can't fu*** work while on DMSI, at least not properly. I can't remember things and my mind is slow to pick up on things around which is not easy for me since I was already slow to begin with. Like I said previously it's hard to do certain task while using that beast of DMSI. This is a big drawbacks to me. It sucks though it seems I was almost there on DMSI effect. Though concretely I got no results
I'm going to switch tomorrow unless I change my mind. It seems there is some possibility that MLS could attract some girls too so maybe that was coming from MLS who knows
let's hope. Anyway I think it's for the best this switch, I can't live on girls only, and I can't work properly on DMSI.Let's hope DMSI 3.2 implement some new fast thinking abilities, fast reflexes, to prevent slow reaction time or difficulty to remember or even to speak properly because you can't remember a word you have been using all your life.
Edit: I forgot to say that while having sex I noticed a few things I didn't noticed before. This is again MLS going through I think. So I noticed that my dick get less hard after a time because I contract my other muscles too much which I think remove the blood from my dick to feed my arms or legs. Remembering how things happened right now I was analyzing my moves more and I noticed a few stuff that I can improve like doing slower stroke to get it more hard faster and not using my other muscles so intensely. The blood thing seem obvious but I didn't see it before.
