11-04-2017, 09:56 AM
Continued developments of this grounded and confident, carefree feeling. Things are becming more beautiful. The girl I am talking to seems more beautiful. Everything about her. I appreciate people more and mundane things in life are starting to take on new life. This is subtle, not a hit you in the face type of feeling where I'm bursting with joy, but there are definitely a lot of great aspects about this subliminal that are positively affecting me. I'm better able to articulate my love for things. I used to suck at complimenting a girl when they ask me to... you know... "tell me cute things!" I would kind of freeze and then automatically not want to just because they asked. Silly, I know. Now I can give her compliments when she wants to be flattered and things are going great.
The 2 girls who contacted me have dropped off. Not very interesting conversations so I didnt see the need to continue that path.
My X, who has the hottest body imaginable... phew. I've been thinking about her but the thought gets stopped very quickly and is replaced with "yeah shes hot but shes fuucking nuts." and then my thoughts wander elsewhere. The anti-sniper, if I had to guess. Unreasonably crazy indeed.
I noticed I've been getting hot flashes or whatever you call it. I'll get super hot out of nowhere sometimes when I first start to listen to the track and then people around me will start to get flushed in the face and lose their jackets. This happened the other day in a meeting where I had my headphones on. It's an acceptable thing to do at my office and people don't question me. Anyways, I dont know what thats about, maybe the energy flooding, I dont know but I do feel like my aura is lit up like a christmas tree.
Yesterday I looped it for a good 5 or so loops, then played the hybrid track (flac) over speakers while I slept at a very low volume. Yes I feel generally more tired during the days but its tolerable and this morning after waking up I feel fine. No agitation or aggressive thoughts like the other time I looped it while I slept.
The 2 girls who contacted me have dropped off. Not very interesting conversations so I didnt see the need to continue that path.
My X, who has the hottest body imaginable... phew. I've been thinking about her but the thought gets stopped very quickly and is replaced with "yeah shes hot but shes fuucking nuts." and then my thoughts wander elsewhere. The anti-sniper, if I had to guess. Unreasonably crazy indeed.
I noticed I've been getting hot flashes or whatever you call it. I'll get super hot out of nowhere sometimes when I first start to listen to the track and then people around me will start to get flushed in the face and lose their jackets. This happened the other day in a meeting where I had my headphones on. It's an acceptable thing to do at my office and people don't question me. Anyways, I dont know what thats about, maybe the energy flooding, I dont know but I do feel like my aura is lit up like a christmas tree.
Yesterday I looped it for a good 5 or so loops, then played the hybrid track (flac) over speakers while I slept at a very low volume. Yes I feel generally more tired during the days but its tolerable and this morning after waking up I feel fine. No agitation or aggressive thoughts like the other time I looped it while I slept.
