Hello! My Introduction

[waahbeta]

Hi, hope you are all well!

I've been on a path of self improvement for a few years now. It started when I read the book "How to stop smoking the easy way". I couldn't believe the power it had to make me stop once I finished the book, and have not smoked or had the urge since.

This led me onto other things such as "Getting Things Done", "How to win friends and influence people" & "How to stop worrying and start living".

I eventually ended up reading a lot of Anthony Robbins stuff and found out that he used subs while self improving, and includes them in his programs. I listed to Denis Waitly and his research and input into subs, and how it was used to improve performance for Olympians. So I am a firm believer in subs and their power to influence and change.

Like a lot of you my path has led me here, looking for the best subliminals. After reading a lot of posts here and following advise given to others and myself I have decided on EPRHA for a minimum 32 days and then onto LTU which I have purchased. I already started the program and a journal on this forum.

A little on my background and why I'm going to do the course of subliminals:

• I'm 6"2 with athletic build, and not bad looking. I'm late 30s, working in London and renting a 2 bed flat with a friend.
  
  
• I have had 2 unsuccessful relationships with women over the past 10 years, both of whom I am still good friends. (I ended up being really mean to both of them, and always regretting what I had said afterwards, self sabotage?
  
  
• I'm currently single with no hook ups or FWBs.
  
  
• My career is in IT with 10 years experience and have a comfortable position, essentially doing desktop support.
  
  
• My Parents are hard working, loving and always there for me, and I was always fed and housed. I have a large family who are all successful and doing well in life. I am the youngest of 7 - the baby of the family!
  
  
• I have no complaints (or so I like to think) and i am grateful for everything I have an receive.
  

What do I believe to be my issues?? So I'm just going to babble and write what comes to mind:

• Constantly jealous of what others have, resentful, i.e how can they afford to drive a Range Rover
  
  
• People have houses, children great careers and lives - and i have none of that, i feel I haven't progressed
  
  
• wasted teh last 10 years of my life, nothing to show for it
  
  
• I'm alone essentially, with no real close friends or social circles
  
  
• I don't belong to any social groups or do any group activities (fear of meeting new people, joining in?)
  
  
• I am stuck in a work/weekend cycle
  
  
• i self sabotage when things start to go well
  
  
• i get easily angry with others
  
  
• I'm argumentative and defensive
  
  
• i don't like authority or being told what to do
  
  
• I'm naturally introverted (there is nothing wrong with that), but the position I am currently in goes beyond introversion and feel I have some emotional damage
  
  
• cant focus on one hobby activity, never see things through
  
  
• Like to pick up new things but never finish them
  
  
• lost my lust for women
  
  
• Dont feel comfortable approaching or talking to women.
  
  
• Finding hard to get out of my shell, bubble.
  

Basically the list goes on. Its not the end of the world but I think I should be making more with what I have been given with his life.
Ultimately I want to feel happier and at ease with living my life, in control and directing from my own script, making friends and meeting new people; not over thinking, making excuses and procrastinating, being angry and depressed.

Blimey thanks for reading! Sorry for babbling and look forward to sharing my journey!!

Feel free to comment, poke fun and abuse!

Woah!!!!
U actually quit from easy way???
I couldn't. 8 months later I bought permanent way but couldn't pass 12 pages n its another 6 months since I bought it.