01-13-2020, 01:57 AM
Its been a long time since my last post. Overall I was very busy in late December with the holidays, some weddings, relatives at my place and lots of meetups etc etc.
I could not use the sub fro some days like 10 days straight since I was very busy and could get time to listen to 11 hours. I think this was good thing that happened since I saw some good permanent results. When I ran the sub, I felt such a great difference both in terms of my mental feeling and also the overall attitude of other people. When I came out of the room the next morning, everyone looked at me so differently and kinda surprised. People at the my office also looked intrigued and interested in me. I believe now that 3 days gap is not suitable as I am unable to get proper time to absorb the sub. My next session was also after 7 days. I am now thinking to reduce the gap as see if there is any optimum number of break between 3 and 7 days. I also did not experience any headache in the morning.
An old flame of mine got married. I attended the marriage. Lots of emotional turmoil inside me like why I could not got to marry her etc etc? But overall I managed myself with good outside composure and behavior. I have after the event kind of moved on. I have somehow accepted the reality and feel that I may have moved on.
My annual bonus came and it was marginally more than last year. I am not happy about it and was expecting after listening to UMS that it would be much better.
The biggest difference in terms of UMS is that there is an internal shift inside me. Firstly in terms of spending money and analyzing things, I am now holding my money as much as I can.I am rethinking and rethinking about each and every expense. It is not just big items but small items like $1 stuff whether I really need it or not. Secondly people are very friendly and helpful towards me. I was looking to buy something online. A guy was selling a similar item. When I called him it turns out it was slightly different. He called me later and told me where the item was available near my home and in fact went with me to the shop to assist me. I am going overseas to a conference and my boss offered to extend my trip so that I can attend another conference which I am not entitled to.
I have now started to get this feeling that changes inside me have somehow got permanent. I have gotten more fragile. I have also noticed that I do not feel any bit bad about using a cheap things or a small car. I was also thinking about how to setup a second income stream.
I could not use the sub fro some days like 10 days straight since I was very busy and could get time to listen to 11 hours. I think this was good thing that happened since I saw some good permanent results. When I ran the sub, I felt such a great difference both in terms of my mental feeling and also the overall attitude of other people. When I came out of the room the next morning, everyone looked at me so differently and kinda surprised. People at the my office also looked intrigued and interested in me. I believe now that 3 days gap is not suitable as I am unable to get proper time to absorb the sub. My next session was also after 7 days. I am now thinking to reduce the gap as see if there is any optimum number of break between 3 and 7 days. I also did not experience any headache in the morning.
An old flame of mine got married. I attended the marriage. Lots of emotional turmoil inside me like why I could not got to marry her etc etc? But overall I managed myself with good outside composure and behavior. I have after the event kind of moved on. I have somehow accepted the reality and feel that I may have moved on.
My annual bonus came and it was marginally more than last year. I am not happy about it and was expecting after listening to UMS that it would be much better.
The biggest difference in terms of UMS is that there is an internal shift inside me. Firstly in terms of spending money and analyzing things, I am now holding my money as much as I can.I am rethinking and rethinking about each and every expense. It is not just big items but small items like $1 stuff whether I really need it or not. Secondly people are very friendly and helpful towards me. I was looking to buy something online. A guy was selling a similar item. When I called him it turns out it was slightly different. He called me later and told me where the item was available near my home and in fact went with me to the shop to assist me. I am going overseas to a conference and my boss offered to extend my trip so that I can attend another conference which I am not entitled to.
I have now started to get this feeling that changes inside me have somehow got permanent. I have gotten more fragile. I have also noticed that I do not feel any bit bad about using a cheap things or a small car. I was also thinking about how to setup a second income stream.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...
