12-01-2019, 09:53 PM
Over the last few days ever since the last run of the sub I have been feeling this fear. Sometimes when I am climbing down stairs I feel fear of falling down. While driving I feel this fear of getting hurt. I felt this fear of being so vulnerable as a human being. I had this general fear also without knowing the cause or what I am fearing. I was also feeling scared when I listened to 8 loops of UMS. Its like you know something is coming / facing you but in this case I am clueless.
Another celebrity effect of UMS. Last night I went to a wedding party. As soon as I entered the building, a group of women greeted me loudly saying my name. Another woman said hello loudly and shouted my name. Another patted me on the shoulder. This was quite unexpected for me. I felt extremely shy, could barely speak. I returned the greeting to one woman in the last. I did not even look at the other women and kept on walking. I had the urge to escape from the feeling and situation.
Another celebrity effect of UMS. Last night I went to a wedding party. As soon as I entered the building, a group of women greeted me loudly saying my name. Another woman said hello loudly and shouted my name. Another patted me on the shoulder. This was quite unexpected for me. I felt extremely shy, could barely speak. I returned the greeting to one woman in the last. I did not even look at the other women and kept on walking. I had the urge to escape from the feeling and situation.
E1 182 days: E2 127 days: USLM3 317 days: UMS 210 days...
