10-14-2019, 09:48 PM
Day 12
I was coming to office and when I arrived at the lift, there was this woman standing waiting for the lift to arrive. She turned halfway and looked at me. I do not know who she is, but I have seen her several times. If I would say she is the most attractive woman in the entire building I would not be understated. She looked at me full in the eye for a moment. I was a bit panicky and looked at her for a second and turned to look at the lift. When the lift came I entered it, she later came inside and stood next to me. My office is at the top floor and she works somewhere in the lower floors. She did not press any floor. When the lift stopped at my floor, she waited for a moment and when I exited then she then pressed her floor and the lift went down. For a few minutes I felt very mesmerized and excited. I do not know whether it was from her giving me some attention or what.
The day went fine. One of my female co worker talked to me over a matter and asked me to come to her. Nothing significant in conversation. She came to my desk as I was going somewhere and when I came back after 15 mins she was still there and asked me show something on my laptop.
I went to the pharmacy to get the receipt which I forgot earlier. It was my fault and I had to explain myself. I was quite confident and straightforward.
Overall I have observed that I have become straight to the point and zero bullshit or beating around.
I was tired and decided to sleep a bit early.
Day 13
I had a dream last night. I am visiting a client. My boss arrives there with the sales team. Ever since my role changed I have not visited any client for many years now. I work in a supporting role in office. The boss and the team are all wet and they take off their trousers and squeeze them to take out the rain water. The boss asks me how come I am dry. I tell them I am coming from a different place and different route. The client is super wealthy and part of elite. We move to their ground and we play some sports. I think it was some kind of frisbee in a rugby field. I play very good in the start and then the other team start to block me from sides to counter me.
I reach office today and feel very depressed and down. Last night I was estimating some marketing costs in my business and I will consult my mentor to advise me. Maybe that is bothering me.
Maybe the bloom is finishing as I feel quite down today.
I was coming to office and when I arrived at the lift, there was this woman standing waiting for the lift to arrive. She turned halfway and looked at me. I do not know who she is, but I have seen her several times. If I would say she is the most attractive woman in the entire building I would not be understated. She looked at me full in the eye for a moment. I was a bit panicky and looked at her for a second and turned to look at the lift. When the lift came I entered it, she later came inside and stood next to me. My office is at the top floor and she works somewhere in the lower floors. She did not press any floor. When the lift stopped at my floor, she waited for a moment and when I exited then she then pressed her floor and the lift went down. For a few minutes I felt very mesmerized and excited. I do not know whether it was from her giving me some attention or what.
The day went fine. One of my female co worker talked to me over a matter and asked me to come to her. Nothing significant in conversation. She came to my desk as I was going somewhere and when I came back after 15 mins she was still there and asked me show something on my laptop.
I went to the pharmacy to get the receipt which I forgot earlier. It was my fault and I had to explain myself. I was quite confident and straightforward.
Overall I have observed that I have become straight to the point and zero bullshit or beating around.
I was tired and decided to sleep a bit early.
Day 13
I had a dream last night. I am visiting a client. My boss arrives there with the sales team. Ever since my role changed I have not visited any client for many years now. I work in a supporting role in office. The boss and the team are all wet and they take off their trousers and squeeze them to take out the rain water. The boss asks me how come I am dry. I tell them I am coming from a different place and different route. The client is super wealthy and part of elite. We move to their ground and we play some sports. I think it was some kind of frisbee in a rugby field. I play very good in the start and then the other team start to block me from sides to counter me.
I reach office today and feel very depressed and down. Last night I was estimating some marketing costs in my business and I will consult my mentor to advise me. Maybe that is bothering me.
Maybe the bloom is finishing as I feel quite down today.
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