DMSI 3.1 A Day 56
So the theme of this post and a summary of my days since my last post is FRUSTRATION
FRUSTERATED that im not getting the results I want. Went out last night and just felt off/awkward. Even when just talking with my friends. No noticeable attention or attraction from woman.
FRUSTERATED that I went overboard and ended up drinking too much last night because of my feelings of insecurity after doing so well this year in regards to keeping it in control with alcohol
FRUSTERATED that I broke my 30 days no fap streak this week and just gave in and jerked it the past few days since. I started no fap over a year ago now and the longest ive ever hit was 67 days this past summer
FRUSTERATED that the anxious/obsessive thoughts are still there and just wish they would go away
So yeah...not the most uplifting of posts I know, but just how im feeling at the moment. Wondering if im ever really gonna break though and have the success I want with this program
So the theme of this post and a summary of my days since my last post is FRUSTRATION
FRUSTERATED that im not getting the results I want. Went out last night and just felt off/awkward. Even when just talking with my friends. No noticeable attention or attraction from woman.
FRUSTERATED that I went overboard and ended up drinking too much last night because of my feelings of insecurity after doing so well this year in regards to keeping it in control with alcohol
FRUSTERATED that I broke my 30 days no fap streak this week and just gave in and jerked it the past few days since. I started no fap over a year ago now and the longest ive ever hit was 67 days this past summer
FRUSTERATED that the anxious/obsessive thoughts are still there and just wish they would go away
So yeah...not the most uplifting of posts I know, but just how im feeling at the moment. Wondering if im ever really gonna break though and have the success I want with this program
