DMSI 3.1 A Day 47
Aighty so got a few things to update on this badboy....
So lets start off on friday. My interactions with woman were all going pretty dang solid. I trained one of my friends who wants to get in shape for her wedding next year. Funny thing is she is actually my exs sister and there is a big dramatic story about that whole situation. Basically when I first started dating my ex her sister freaked out and said she had feelings for me and shunned us both during the entire time we dated. Since my ex and I broke up we once again became friends. She is very attractive just like my ex was. Has a few lbs to lose to be considered in shape but has a very beautiful face. I actually liked her before I started talking to her sister but she was with another guy up until just about the time her sister and I started connecting so nothing ended up happening between us.
Anyways during our training session I started getting that feeling that I was talking about in earlier posts. The feeling that she wanted me. She was cracking up a ridiculous amount during our session at the jokes I was saying and seemed extra responsive. It seemed like i was flipping back and forth from that confident "she wants me state" and my normal one. Over this past weekend I keep having these visualizations of us hooking up accompanied by that feeling of her wanting me and it making me aroused. Its weird cause generally anytime in the past when id have fantasy type visualizations like this id have the urge to masturbate but the urge was not there whatsoever despite me feeling very turned on. Its almost like in my mind it has already happened and it is inevitable that we will hook up which I dont know how I feel about exactly. On one hand I think it would be hot as fuck. Like I said i have always had a thing for her and out of the girls I personally know she would be on the top of my bang list if she was single. On the other hand I dont want to screw up her engagement. Im thinking that im not gonna be the one to make the move if anything happens, im going to put that on her.
Went out on the weekend and was experiencing other good reactions from woman as well. One of my friends gfs who I talked to for a bit seemed real responsive to me and kept standing next to me/following me aroundish during part of the night. I then ended up meeting up with the girl that iv mentioned many times previously in this journal(we made out but never have had sex). She was with some of her friends at a bar. At first she seemed EXTREMELY responsive to me. She kept staring at me and smiling/giggling and touching me ect. As the night wore on though and we all went to another bar she seemed less responsive and nothing ended up happening in the end(In due time).
All in all though both responsiveness/iois wise and my confidence talking to woman wise was over baseline during these interactions. I think we are heading in the right direction fellas
Another thing I noticed this weekend was I was getting a bunch of different stuff paid for. I will get the occasional drink bought for me but this was like 3 different things in the span of a couple hours. First one of my friends bought me a drink, then one of my buds paid for my uber ride, and then the girl I met up with bought me a pizza. Dont know if this is the celebrity effect at play or what, but fuck ill take it.
Also ive FINALLY gotten a break from the loop of anxious thought ive been stuck in. The past few days have been MUCH better in that regard
Well thats about it for now. Onward and forward
Aighty so got a few things to update on this badboy....
So lets start off on friday. My interactions with woman were all going pretty dang solid. I trained one of my friends who wants to get in shape for her wedding next year. Funny thing is she is actually my exs sister and there is a big dramatic story about that whole situation. Basically when I first started dating my ex her sister freaked out and said she had feelings for me and shunned us both during the entire time we dated. Since my ex and I broke up we once again became friends. She is very attractive just like my ex was. Has a few lbs to lose to be considered in shape but has a very beautiful face. I actually liked her before I started talking to her sister but she was with another guy up until just about the time her sister and I started connecting so nothing ended up happening between us.
Anyways during our training session I started getting that feeling that I was talking about in earlier posts. The feeling that she wanted me. She was cracking up a ridiculous amount during our session at the jokes I was saying and seemed extra responsive. It seemed like i was flipping back and forth from that confident "she wants me state" and my normal one. Over this past weekend I keep having these visualizations of us hooking up accompanied by that feeling of her wanting me and it making me aroused. Its weird cause generally anytime in the past when id have fantasy type visualizations like this id have the urge to masturbate but the urge was not there whatsoever despite me feeling very turned on. Its almost like in my mind it has already happened and it is inevitable that we will hook up which I dont know how I feel about exactly. On one hand I think it would be hot as fuck. Like I said i have always had a thing for her and out of the girls I personally know she would be on the top of my bang list if she was single. On the other hand I dont want to screw up her engagement. Im thinking that im not gonna be the one to make the move if anything happens, im going to put that on her.
Went out on the weekend and was experiencing other good reactions from woman as well. One of my friends gfs who I talked to for a bit seemed real responsive to me and kept standing next to me/following me aroundish during part of the night. I then ended up meeting up with the girl that iv mentioned many times previously in this journal(we made out but never have had sex). She was with some of her friends at a bar. At first she seemed EXTREMELY responsive to me. She kept staring at me and smiling/giggling and touching me ect. As the night wore on though and we all went to another bar she seemed less responsive and nothing ended up happening in the end(In due time).
All in all though both responsiveness/iois wise and my confidence talking to woman wise was over baseline during these interactions. I think we are heading in the right direction fellas
Another thing I noticed this weekend was I was getting a bunch of different stuff paid for. I will get the occasional drink bought for me but this was like 3 different things in the span of a couple hours. First one of my friends bought me a drink, then one of my buds paid for my uber ride, and then the girl I met up with bought me a pizza. Dont know if this is the celebrity effect at play or what, but fuck ill take it.
Also ive FINALLY gotten a break from the loop of anxious thought ive been stuck in. The past few days have been MUCH better in that regard
Well thats about it for now. Onward and forward
