01-03-2017, 11:42 PM
Day 31
Been experiencing extra worry/negative thoughts lately. Hopefully something deep is being worked on which will lead to some big changes soon.
Went out to a friends party this weekend. When I first got there one of the girls was seeming to laugh at everything i said and had her feet pointed towards me even though we were a ways apart and it was slightly awkward to be turned that way. She wasnt the most attractive however
Later on we hit up a bar and I ran into a girl i know. Now this girl is definitely more on the attractive side. First time I met her was at a bar around a year ago and we full on made out on the dance floor. Unfortunately I never ended up sealing the deal with her as she apparently ended up losing interest. Ive seen her multiple times since at different bars/parties though and we mostly just have a friendish vibe now. Last time i saw her however was a month ago or so and she took me out to the dance floor of the bar we were at and we did some grinding. Same thing ended up happening this past weekend though but maybe slightly more intense. No makeout action though. It was packed as f*ck and I eventually lost her in the crowd. If dmsi can get me to eventually pull her that would definitely be something
Been hitting up both pof and tinder as of late and not finding much success. I have no problem getting matches but Ive been finding either they dont reply or the conversations just end up fizzling out and they stop replying after awhile. I should note that i only messege/ respond to messeges of fairly attractive woman. Ive had better succuss with it in the past though.Getting slightly frustrating, not gonna lie. May just say f*ck it with the dating apps and just focus on myself for the time being
Been experiencing extra worry/negative thoughts lately. Hopefully something deep is being worked on which will lead to some big changes soon.
Went out to a friends party this weekend. When I first got there one of the girls was seeming to laugh at everything i said and had her feet pointed towards me even though we were a ways apart and it was slightly awkward to be turned that way. She wasnt the most attractive however
Later on we hit up a bar and I ran into a girl i know. Now this girl is definitely more on the attractive side. First time I met her was at a bar around a year ago and we full on made out on the dance floor. Unfortunately I never ended up sealing the deal with her as she apparently ended up losing interest. Ive seen her multiple times since at different bars/parties though and we mostly just have a friendish vibe now. Last time i saw her however was a month ago or so and she took me out to the dance floor of the bar we were at and we did some grinding. Same thing ended up happening this past weekend though but maybe slightly more intense. No makeout action though. It was packed as f*ck and I eventually lost her in the crowd. If dmsi can get me to eventually pull her that would definitely be something
Been hitting up both pof and tinder as of late and not finding much success. I have no problem getting matches but Ive been finding either they dont reply or the conversations just end up fizzling out and they stop replying after awhile. I should note that i only messege/ respond to messeges of fairly attractive woman. Ive had better succuss with it in the past though.Getting slightly frustrating, not gonna lie. May just say f*ck it with the dating apps and just focus on myself for the time being
