12-18-2016, 04:20 PM
Day 16
Some recent observations
-Increased hunger: I never noticed the increased hunger everyone has been mentioning until the past week or so on this version(3.01 A Hybrid) Its been simply ravenous at times. Straight up binge eating a few days
-Fear based dreams: Almost nightly now I will have some sort of scary/fear based dream. Cant remember all of them but I know its been happening almost nightly for the past week or so.
-Increased inclination to masturbate: Have had increased urges to masturbate and have gone overboard doing so a few days
-Increased time spent on internet: Ill have a productive day planned out with different things to do then end up finding myself sucked in and wasting time on the internet
-Slightly more comfortable around girls: Went to a party friday night and it seems like the past few times ive been out ive been vibing better with woman than I generally have been lately. Nothing significant but i feel likes there may be a slight difference there.
My thoughts: I feel like some of these observations(increased time on internet, increased masturbation, fear based dreams, may be a signs of my subconscious trying to resist and battle against the program(Feel free to chime in with your thoughts Shannon). Im gonna do my best to consciously try to cut down on some of these things despite the urges as theyve been cutting into my productivity. Thats about it for now
Some recent observations
-Increased hunger: I never noticed the increased hunger everyone has been mentioning until the past week or so on this version(3.01 A Hybrid) Its been simply ravenous at times. Straight up binge eating a few days
-Fear based dreams: Almost nightly now I will have some sort of scary/fear based dream. Cant remember all of them but I know its been happening almost nightly for the past week or so.
-Increased inclination to masturbate: Have had increased urges to masturbate and have gone overboard doing so a few days
-Increased time spent on internet: Ill have a productive day planned out with different things to do then end up finding myself sucked in and wasting time on the internet
-Slightly more comfortable around girls: Went to a party friday night and it seems like the past few times ive been out ive been vibing better with woman than I generally have been lately. Nothing significant but i feel likes there may be a slight difference there.
My thoughts: I feel like some of these observations(increased time on internet, increased masturbation, fear based dreams, may be a signs of my subconscious trying to resist and battle against the program(Feel free to chime in with your thoughts Shannon). Im gonna do my best to consciously try to cut down on some of these things despite the urges as theyve been cutting into my productivity. Thats about it for now
