12-12-2018, 12:18 AM
Still nothing happening with success or luck. Doesnt feel like FRM is working on getting rid of anything, although maybe it is and i just dont notice it, I dont think i have fear or fears related to my goals , the only thing that comes close is something people in my family have said that i'll never amount to anything blah blah blah, sure i was a little dissapointed at that but i realize it's because i just ignored the status quo of go to school get a career work all day get weekends off or not at all and just slave away, I never wanted to do that.
i remember when i was a kid when my parents would be working all the time told myself i would never ever do that, you get one life i'm not working for someone else until im 60 and to bruised and broken to do anything. Hell i could go live in a shack on some beach in San blas islands or Philippines or Thailand just catch some fish for food and i would be happier than working for someone else until i retire.
So dont know what USLM is doing, maybe i need to write out my goals more specific or maybe i started off too ambitious right off the bat and need to start lower and work my way up. I focus on my short term goal and my mind just goes blank theres nothing there, no thoughts or ideas for niches for designs or what to name the website absolutely nothing, its just empty, maybe i should print it off and make a big huge poster and put it so im always looking at it instead of on word on my computer.
i remember when i was a kid when my parents would be working all the time told myself i would never ever do that, you get one life i'm not working for someone else until im 60 and to bruised and broken to do anything. Hell i could go live in a shack on some beach in San blas islands or Philippines or Thailand just catch some fish for food and i would be happier than working for someone else until i retire.
So dont know what USLM is doing, maybe i need to write out my goals more specific or maybe i started off too ambitious right off the bat and need to start lower and work my way up. I focus on my short term goal and my mind just goes blank theres nothing there, no thoughts or ideas for niches for designs or what to name the website absolutely nothing, its just empty, maybe i should print it off and make a big huge poster and put it so im always looking at it instead of on word on my computer.
