09-09-2019, 07:12 PM
September 4
Something prompted me to figure out what I'm spending money on apparently I'm eating out a lot these past couple months or getting food delivered, I was surprised at how much I'm spending at the time when i eat out or get it delivered it doesn't seem like much but damn does it add up, So i have started a budget putting most of my money away only buying what i need.
Thinking back on what i wrote yesterday realized i had some bad luck that led me to being there at that time and place for that guy to talk to me, anyone not running subs might put it down to coincidence but i know it wasn't.
Also hesitating to message that guy, I'll start thinking about it, get all excited about what i can achieve and do by drop shipping and making money then i get a voice in my head that goes all negative and makes me hesitate messaging him.
September 9
After i got that guys number for drop shipping i stopped listening until last night almost a week had lots of resistance kept forgetting to run the sub and very fearful of messaging that guy which i still haven't done. I keep thinking that it's not going to work out or he wont remember me all this negative stuff. Then i ran 5 loops ultrasonic last night same as always and this morning woke up feeling wonderful was in a good mood then got to work and everything started making me mad inside then just thought to myself fuck this I'm messaging this guy i don't give a shit if he remembers or not or if it won't work, thought to myself he got manifested into your life of course it's going to work and your going to be making some good money. After that my mood got a lot better not going to lie still have a little fear almost like butterflies when your on top of a roller coaster about to go down not knowing what to expect.
Sent him the message see what he says, funny enough after messaging him fear is gone butterflies are gone no matter what he says or what happens.
Something prompted me to figure out what I'm spending money on apparently I'm eating out a lot these past couple months or getting food delivered, I was surprised at how much I'm spending at the time when i eat out or get it delivered it doesn't seem like much but damn does it add up, So i have started a budget putting most of my money away only buying what i need.
Thinking back on what i wrote yesterday realized i had some bad luck that led me to being there at that time and place for that guy to talk to me, anyone not running subs might put it down to coincidence but i know it wasn't.
Also hesitating to message that guy, I'll start thinking about it, get all excited about what i can achieve and do by drop shipping and making money then i get a voice in my head that goes all negative and makes me hesitate messaging him.
September 9
After i got that guys number for drop shipping i stopped listening until last night almost a week had lots of resistance kept forgetting to run the sub and very fearful of messaging that guy which i still haven't done. I keep thinking that it's not going to work out or he wont remember me all this negative stuff. Then i ran 5 loops ultrasonic last night same as always and this morning woke up feeling wonderful was in a good mood then got to work and everything started making me mad inside then just thought to myself fuck this I'm messaging this guy i don't give a shit if he remembers or not or if it won't work, thought to myself he got manifested into your life of course it's going to work and your going to be making some good money. After that my mood got a lot better not going to lie still have a little fear almost like butterflies when your on top of a roller coaster about to go down not knowing what to expect.
Sent him the message see what he says, funny enough after messaging him fear is gone butterflies are gone no matter what he says or what happens.
