03-31-2017, 12:19 PM
Another dream that's crazy, even for me.
I only remember bits and pieces. But one of my teachers who I fantasized about sucking me off was in it. The dream was very cinematic. She had done something, i don't remember. And she wanted something from me, I don't remember, maybe money or a favor. I got angry and called her a bitch. Then I called her a money slut (guess it was money), which she was more okay with. Apparently, she was friends with Meowth (a Pokemon) and she told him to get me. So he was trying to grab me by my chest but I got him away and I ran away. Next thing I know there's a bunch of Meowth and I somehow had a Wobuffet with me fighting them off. It was around here that I woke up.
It was cinematic as fuck.
And also I'm definitely getting really deep with the meditations. I remember how I felt not having friends. And I remember the day I found out about game and decided to try it. That day I was determined to kill my old self and create a new self. Now I see that this may have been a form of self-hate and self-abandonment. But I don't want be that. I hated what I was and the experiences I had as that. I FUCKING HATED IT! And I don't ever want to be that again.
I only remember bits and pieces. But one of my teachers who I fantasized about sucking me off was in it. The dream was very cinematic. She had done something, i don't remember. And she wanted something from me, I don't remember, maybe money or a favor. I got angry and called her a bitch. Then I called her a money slut (guess it was money), which she was more okay with. Apparently, she was friends with Meowth (a Pokemon) and she told him to get me. So he was trying to grab me by my chest but I got him away and I ran away. Next thing I know there's a bunch of Meowth and I somehow had a Wobuffet with me fighting them off. It was around here that I woke up.
It was cinematic as fuck.
And also I'm definitely getting really deep with the meditations. I remember how I felt not having friends. And I remember the day I found out about game and decided to try it. That day I was determined to kill my old self and create a new self. Now I see that this may have been a form of self-hate and self-abandonment. But I don't want be that. I hated what I was and the experiences I had as that. I FUCKING HATED IT! And I don't ever want to be that again.
