01-03-2021, 08:49 AM
End of Cycle 2.
A couple of nights ago I feel like I had a pretty big breakthrough with the program. As a kid I was left alone and "lost" for a few hours while at an amusement park on multiple occasions, which happened when I was real young. When going to sleep and overnight with a few dreams that night I feel like this has led to a fear of abandonment in my life. This fear has led me to want to stay in my own little bubble and comfort zone so to speak. When I get real comfortable with where I'm at and with my current situation, I don't take many risks and don't try to get out of my comfort zone. That's also why I don't branch out and try to meet new people or explore new areas. I also feel like this could be a reason that I've had the PMO problem in my life, cause it leads me to lose myself in something that isn't real and hinders me from bettering myself and leaving that comfort zone.
Now the next step is to figure out how to overcome this and completely eliminate it and move on from it.
A couple of nights ago I feel like I had a pretty big breakthrough with the program. As a kid I was left alone and "lost" for a few hours while at an amusement park on multiple occasions, which happened when I was real young. When going to sleep and overnight with a few dreams that night I feel like this has led to a fear of abandonment in my life. This fear has led me to want to stay in my own little bubble and comfort zone so to speak. When I get real comfortable with where I'm at and with my current situation, I don't take many risks and don't try to get out of my comfort zone. That's also why I don't branch out and try to meet new people or explore new areas. I also feel like this could be a reason that I've had the PMO problem in my life, cause it leads me to lose myself in something that isn't real and hinders me from bettering myself and leaving that comfort zone.
Now the next step is to figure out how to overcome this and completely eliminate it and move on from it.
