12-05-2016, 09:49 AM
(This post was last modified: 12-05-2016, 10:31 AM by Dutchman610.)
Day 5 (Monday)
Did my 3 loops before bed last night, and I have mixed feelings about it. Before I started running I had this feeling of anticipation. During first loop got really horny. Now, on the last loop I just wanted it to be over felt really uncomfortable.
But, good news in last nights dreams. The one I remember I was walking down a hallway. I started to feel fear of someone was there. I ended up facing my fear, and later I found a room full of all my favourite alcohol. I did have a small craving of drinking it, but instead I blew it out of exesisant. That all the important parts I remember, I glad for that discomfort (this must have been what it was working on). I've been a heavy drinker for many year, if DMSI only helped me with that than its value is worth way more than I thought.
Quick edit: This was my first dream since starting 3.0.1
Did my 3 loops before bed last night, and I have mixed feelings about it. Before I started running I had this feeling of anticipation. During first loop got really horny. Now, on the last loop I just wanted it to be over felt really uncomfortable.
But, good news in last nights dreams. The one I remember I was walking down a hallway. I started to feel fear of someone was there. I ended up facing my fear, and later I found a room full of all my favourite alcohol. I did have a small craving of drinking it, but instead I blew it out of exesisant. That all the important parts I remember, I glad for that discomfort (this must have been what it was working on). I've been a heavy drinker for many year, if DMSI only helped me with that than its value is worth way more than I thought.
Quick edit: This was my first dream since starting 3.0.1
"I will walk tall among men and they will know me not, for today I am a new man, with a new life." - OG Mandino
