Fresh start - EHPRA 2.0

[cataleya]

Day 12.

Feeling so irritated by absolutely EVERYTHING today. I am planning on going to my friend`s house tonight to watch a movie together. Friend:"What movie do you want to watch?" Me: "Whatever. Download anything you want." What I really wanted to say: "I fuc***** don`t care. Why do I have to decide about everything?!"

Also, before I was chatting with my friends on whatsapp to decide which apartment we are gonna book cause we are going on a holiday in August. One of the friends suggested top 3 apartments and told us to choose one of those 3 or to keep looking. I then checked out those 3 and suggested 3 more apartments. But she kept going back to one that she liked...and just the whole chat was not effective. So then I said "ok, just book that 1st one you like cause this democracy thing clearly is not taking us anywhere". Like everyone else were afraid to say "ok, let`s stop looking and just book that one". Whereas I wanted to scream at her cause I just lost 2 hours of my life checking out apartments for nothing

So...yes, I am feeling irritated by the little things today.