#ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4

[maxx55]

The question is, am I willing to spend 9 hours working for a temporary goal I know won't work in the long run?

How about this. Since you already know a body fat sourced version won't further DMSI at all, you can charge the people who already purchased a version an extra $20-$30 to get access to it. Since we know it's a "long term failure", that'd be fine.

My thing is this: I'd love to still fill my mind with the DMSI clearing and positive sexy programming while at the same time have the sub powered by my body fat so I can drop the last 20 pounds. Then I'd go back to a version with "proper energy sourcing".

If it melts the fat off in a couple months or less it'd be worth it for me. How much would you like to charge us for a version like this?

Now that I think about it, maybe you could even market it as the "Preliminary DMSI" since it would help the user get in physical shape before running the full on long term version. As long as the clearing and healing has its full benefits, I think people would be interested.

[maxx55]

So today while I was out getting groceries, I felt like no noticeable anxiety at all. Awesome! There's usually like at least a little bit. I felt like I was a bit more smooth with my driving as well.

While I was out about to leave the parking garage after visiting someone, I saw this insanely hot girl. Like so hot. I kinda didn't know what to do with the feeling because I hadn't felt that in a long time. So I just got in my car and left. She was like so hot lol. She didn't notice me or anything. I feel like my sex drive is slowly starting to come back. That's fine and all, but by the time it's back I'd really like for the aura to be slapping all the girls I come across

Also, I just started my loops for today around 7 or so, so I won't be finished with the last one before midnight. I'm still counting it all as today though.

P.S. Forgot to mention this. When I was leaving today, my roommates friends just asked where I was headed. I told them to get groceries. I come back and unload my groceries, they're all gone, and then I go out again. I'm pretty sure they all know I'm about to move out. When I get back, one of them greets and is like "Oh, no groceries man?" I told him I took care of that already and then he was like "Oh, gotcha. It's just been a minute since we've seen you." Idk if this has anything to do with DMSI or if they're trying to make me "feel noticed" or something (attention from them is the last thing I want). Just mentioned it since I don't ever hang with any of them and I'm always just telling them Hey, Bye, I'm doing x for class, or I'm busy. Seemed out of the ordinary.

[DisneylandUSA]

So today while I was out getting groceries, I felt like no noticeable anxiety at all. Awesome! There's usually like at least a little bit. I felt like I was a bit more smooth with my driving as well.

While I was out about to leave the parking garage after visiting someone, I saw this insanely hot girl. Like so hot. I kinda didn't know what to do with the feeling because I hadn't felt that in a long time. So I just got in my car and left. She was like so hot lol. She didn't notice me or anything. I feel like my sex drive is slowly starting to come back. That's fine and all, but by the time it's back I'd really like for the aura to be slapping all the girls I come across

Also, I just started my loops for today around 7 or so, so I won't be finished with the last one before midnight. I'm still counting it all as today though.

P.S. Forgot to mention this. When I was leaving today, my roommates friends just asked where I was headed. I told them to get groceries. I come back and unload my groceries, they're all gone, and then I go out again. I'm pretty sure they all know I'm about to move out. When I get back, one of them greets and is like "Oh, no groceries man?" I told him I took care of that already and then he was like "Oh, gotcha. It's just been a minute since we've seen you." Idk if this has anything to do with DMSI or if they're trying to make me "feel noticed" or something (attention from them is the last thing I want). Just mentioned it since I don't ever hang with any of them and I'm always just telling them Hey, Bye, I'm doing x for class, or I'm busy. Seemed out of the ordinary.

Insanely Hot Girl. Great that a Good Looking Woman appeared on your 'Radar Screen.' I have that similar experience; There are those Rare times, a Hot Woman is usually focused on something else.

[maxx55]

So I went to the chinese place once since that girl told me she'd give a discount. She wasn't at the register and I didn't say anything, didn't want her job at risk.

I went again today, she wasn't at the register, there was someone new at the register. The girl got my food and then went over the register and was like "Pretend like you're showing me your military license" I did. And then it was like a dollar cheaper. She explained to the newbie that I'm there often so she's just gonna give me the discount. The newbie was totally cool about it. Awesome

My sex drive is definitely coming back. I'm getting "almost semis" now when an attractive girl is around. I don't think this is necessarily helpful at this point though.

Thoughts
From the sound of it, by the time 3.0 is released, I'll definitely have had at least a solid month on 2.4 which is great.

I personally have absolutely no problem having girls chase me. That makes everything convenient for me and it definitely makes more sense to me than me approaching them 90% of the time. Less time, less work, sounds good. I just kinda felt in the past that girls are just stupid and can't see my awesomeness. I totally used to think that a while back. I don't have those kinds of thoughts often anymore, but I definitely still see me value. The thing is so far they aren't approaching yet. So I'm okay with initiating with the girl first. Since my sex drive is coming back and they aren't approaching yet then it's the simple solution. If I can clear whatever was blocking me from having sex before, that'd be perfect. Then I'd be able to start having sex from my own approaches before DMSI flips the whole script around.

I'm glad that 3.0 will have even stronger clearing in it and NSFM. With NSFM and the clearing, that alone should definitely put me in a prime position to have sex. And once the sub starts achieving its goals then I can just stroll down the sidewalk and have all the hotties come to me.

[maxx55]

Strong headaches since the evening started.

Kinda annoyed about having my sex drive and no one to have the sex with.

Today my friend knocked over his box of cards on accident. Someone came by and asked him what happened. He was like "It was Maxx55--It was his handsome looks". He was joking around but I could tell from conversation, he meant it, but in as non-gay way. No one my age, guy or girl (except one girl) compliments my appearance. So it's out of the ordinary.

Thoughts
I really hope Shannon makes a DMSI sourced by body fat. It'd just be so convenient. I hope he sees my earlier post.

For the time being, I'm still going to stick with 5 loops. I haven't had this kind of headache I'm having now in a long time. Plus it's been convenient just putting my earphones in and getting in 5 consecutive hours instead of trying to get in as many as possible throughout the day.

Do I need to eat for the aura to even have the chance to kick in? I don't really eat that much until later in the day for convenience purposes.

[maxx55]

I'll be honest, today's been irritating. It wasn't like this the whole day, but as the day went on I got more irritated. I'm a bit better now though.

-I'm getting irritated about my sex drive being back (not as strong near the end of E2 yet...) and not having sex when I see all these hot girls around

-in the library, I got on the elevator at the same time as this hot girl. She asked me about one of the floor options. The elevator has two different stops for the same floor. I don't know if she was new to the campus or what. Not enough concrete evidence. She didn't say anything else after I answered her question and she had already pressed the button for both stops. I got out and went straight ahead to refill my water bottle. She came the same way, made a right, and then another right. She could have came out the elevator and just made a right and gotten to where she was going quicker probably (I didn't watch where she was going, but it looked that way). So either she was new or just wanted to walk the same direction as me. Either way, she was hot. And no, I didn't just have something to say to her. And I was in a hurry to change clothes and get my class. So that was not a manifestation. For me, a manifestation is when a hot girl appears, approaches/initiates convo with me (I can take it from here, but she should be getting my number too), and ultimately it results in sex. If it's not that, it's not a manifestation.

-I didn't talk to this girl in my dance class and I felt irritated at myself for not doing it. It's been a few weeks since I felt like that. I just have conflicted feelings. She needs to gym, really. And if she did, she'd be hot. I don't have time right now to train anyone (as my friend suggested lol), I barely have time to burn my own fat let alone someone else's. I'm just conflicted. I don't like feeling like that.

-btw, no I haven't watched porn/masturbated since I said I'd seriously stop. Usually, I'd watch porn and go ham on it and afterwards feel better. But starting at the end of E2, porn didn't satisfy me in the longer term anymore. I'd go ham on porn one night, wake up the next morning, see a hot girl and STILL get a semi, so that doesn't work anymore...

Thoughts
It's just irritating dealing with my sex drive. Seriously.

Like I just want the hot girls to come to me now so I can have this whole sex thing taken care of. I'm not even in college for a degree. I'm "getting a degree" in something I'm interested in so my parents will pay for me to be here so I can have fun and new social experiences. That's really my main reason for being here. Sex is near the top of the list. So that's what I'd like. At the same time, I know this is still in beta testing so I can't expect it to work 100%.

The only compelling reason for me to use DMSI at the moment is for the clearing. I know that I can use as much clearing as possible in this area of my life. I just don't feel as loose and free as I did during my week off. I'm really hoping that NSFM in 3.0 brings back the carefree feels.

[maxx55]

It feels like any program with healing in it limits me in one way or another. That's fine though as long as the end goal is achieved.

A bus driver who hasn't seen me in a long time noticed me and was glad to see me. I was quite surprised. I only got on his bus maybe 5 times or less over the past few years. It kind of surprised me that he remembered me and was so glad to see me again.

Outside of that, nothing else really stood out.

I realized that I equate power to sexiness and vice versa.

I feel like at this point in my life, I deserve a whole solid year of doing whatever I want. And no matter what I do, it goes my way. I legit feel like I deserve this.

In my mind I thought to myself today that in terms of girls, if things happened in my favor at least 50% of the time, I'd be much more likely to act. I'd be WAY WAY happier with a pure 50/50 chance everytime I talked to a new girl. If I could roll a pair of dice of if I get a certain number it'd be an epic day, I'd like that. Because then I'd know that the chance of that happening is fair, it's known, and it's something to look forward to.

I don't care what Shannon says about being a jellyfish. I really don't want to invest time in approaching girls until I'm 100% sure that whatever "block" I had with achieving sex is gone. Once that block is gone and I know I'm not wasting time, I'd be much more willing. As I said earlier, if a hot girl would just come up to me and call me hot I'd have no problem taking it from there.

And sex drive is a bitch atm. I'd rather have no sex drive and be a bit happier than to have sex drive, see hot girls, and not have sex.

[4Kingdoms]

I don't care what Shannon says about being a jellyfish. I really don't want to invest time in approaching girls until I'm 100% sure that whatever "block" I had with achieving sex is gone. Once that block is gone and I know I'm not wasting time, I'd be much more willing. As I said earlier, if a hot girl would just come up to me and call me hot I'd have no problem taking it from there.

Shannon didn't say anything about "approaching", he just said 'do your thing'. If a girl gets close enough to hear your voice, talk to her and go with the flow. Don't stand around like you don't exist, say something to her.

http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8097-p...#pid140318

The goal of DMSI is to get them to do their thing. You don't want to sit there and stop existing, though. Do your thing. When DMSI is done, they'll probably do your thing for you, before you do. Until then, don't be a jellyfish (passive). Do your thing.

[maxx55]

I don't care what Shannon says about being a jellyfish. I really don't want to invest time in approaching girls until I'm 100% sure that whatever "block" I had with achieving sex is gone. Once that block is gone and I know I'm not wasting time, I'd be much more willing. As I said earlier, if a hot girl would just come up to me and call me hot I'd have no problem taking it from there.

Shannon didn't say anything about "approaching", he just said 'do your thing'. If a girl gets close enough to hear your voice, talk to her and go with the flow. Don't stand around like you don't exist, say something to her.

http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8097-p...#pid140318

The goal of DMSI is to get them to do their thing. You don't want to sit there and stop existing, though. Do your thing. When DMSI is done, they'll probably do your thing for you, before you do. Until then, don't be a jellyfish (passive). Do your thing.

Right I totally understand that he's not saying "Go out and approach girls".

I pass by many attractive girls throughout my day. I use to make it a habit to interact with them and move things forward. It's just the combination of my annoying sex drive (which needs to be satisfied) and the lack of appreciation from girls in the past that makes me think twice.

[4Kingdoms]

I don't care what Shannon says about being a jellyfish. I really don't want to invest time in approaching girls until I'm 100% sure that whatever "block" I had with achieving sex is gone. Once that block is gone and I know I'm not wasting time, I'd be much more willing. As I said earlier, if a hot girl would just come up to me and call me hot I'd have no problem taking it from there.

Shannon didn't say anything about "approaching", he just said 'do your thing'. If a girl gets close enough to hear your voice, talk to her and go with the flow. Don't stand around like you don't exist, say something to her.

http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8097-p...#pid140318

The goal of DMSI is to get them to do their thing. You don't want to sit there and stop existing, though. Do your thing. When DMSI is done, they'll probably do your thing for you, before you do. Until then, don't be a jellyfish (passive). Do your thing.

Right I totally understand that he's not saying "Go out and approach girls".

I pass by many attractive girls throughout my day. I use to make it a habit to interact with them and move things forward. It's just the combination of my annoying sex drive (which needs to be satisfied) and the lack of appreciation from girls in the past that makes me think twice.

This is very empowering and you are 'doing your thing'!!

Now if... as you said, "In my mind I thought to myself today that in terms of girls, if things happened in my favor at least 50% of the time, I'd be much more likely to act. I'd be WAY WAY happier with a pure 50/50 chance everytime I talked to a new girl."
The girls met you halfway and said 'Hi' first or gave you an obvious smile and you didn't act on it, then you would be a 'jellyfish'. Until that happens, keep doing what empowers you; DO YOUR THING!!

[maxx55]

I don't care what Shannon says about being a jellyfish. I really don't want to invest time in approaching girls until I'm 100% sure that whatever "block" I had with achieving sex is gone. Once that block is gone and I know I'm not wasting time, I'd be much more willing. As I said earlier, if a hot girl would just come up to me and call me hot I'd have no problem taking it from there.

Shannon didn't say anything about "approaching", he just said 'do your thing'. If a girl gets close enough to hear your voice, talk to her and go with the flow. Don't stand around like you don't exist, say something to her.

http://subliminal-talk.com/thread-8097-p...#pid140318

The goal of DMSI is to get them to do their thing. You don't want to sit there and stop existing, though. Do your thing. When DMSI is done, they'll probably do your thing for you, before you do. Until then, don't be a jellyfish (passive). Do your thing.

Right I totally understand that he's not saying "Go out and approach girls".

I pass by many attractive girls throughout my day. I use to make it a habit to interact with them and move things forward. It's just the combination of my annoying sex drive (which needs to be satisfied) and the lack of appreciation from girls in the past that makes me think twice.

This is very empowering and you are 'doing your thing'!!

Now if... as you said, "In my mind I thought to myself today that in terms of girls, if things happened in my favor at least 50% of the time, I'd be much more likely to act. I'd be WAY WAY happier with a pure 50/50 chance everytime I talked to a new girl."
The girls met you halfway and said 'Hi' first or gave you an obvious smile and you didn't act on it, then you would be a 'jellyfish'. Until that happens, keep doing what empowers you; DO YOUR THING!!

What's an obvious smile in your opinion?

[4Kingdoms]

Now if... as you said, "In my mind I thought to myself today that in terms of girls, if things happened in my favor at least 50% of the time, I'd be much more likely to act. I'd be WAY WAY happier with a pure 50/50 chance everytime I talked to a new girl."
The girls met you halfway and said 'Hi' first or gave you an obvious smile and you didn't act on it, then you would be a 'jellyfish'. Until that happens, keep doing what empowers you; DO YOUR THING!!

What's an obvious smile in your opinion?

This is universal, it can be a man or woman that does this...
Eye contact with a smile!! They are locking eyes with you and only you!! The smile indicates they are happy to see you or interested in talking with you. Make your move!!
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[maxx55]

Now if... as you said, "In my mind I thought to myself today that in terms of girls, if things happened in my favor at least 50% of the time, I'd be much more likely to act. I'd be WAY WAY happier with a pure 50/50 chance everytime I talked to a new girl."
The girls met you halfway and said 'Hi' first or gave you an obvious smile and you didn't act on it, then you would be a 'jellyfish'. Until that happens, keep doing what empowers you; DO YOUR THING!!

What's an obvious smile in your opinion?

This is universal, it can be a man or woman that does this...
Eye contact with a smile!! They are locking eyes with you and only you!! The smile indicates they are happy to see you or interested in talking with you. Make your move!!

She has a nice smile lol.

But typically if I get eye contact and a smile, they do a closed mouth smile. No teeth showing, but still eye contact. What's that?

[4Kingdoms]

Now if... as you said, "In my mind I thought to myself today that in terms of girls, if things happened in my favor at least 50% of the time, I'd be much more likely to act. I'd be WAY WAY happier with a pure 50/50 chance everytime I talked to a new girl."
The girls met you halfway and said 'Hi' first or gave you an obvious smile and you didn't act on it, then you would be a 'jellyfish'. Until that happens, keep doing what empowers you; DO YOUR THING!!

What's an obvious smile in your opinion?

This is universal, it can be a man or woman that does this...
Eye contact with a smile!! They are locking eyes with you and only you!! The smile indicates they are happy to see you or interested in talking with you. Make your move!!

She has a nice smile lol.

But typically if I get eye contact and a smile, they do a closed mouth smile. No teeth showing, but still eye contact. What's that?

Same thing... an obvious smile!! (I didn't want to flood your journal with images)
It's all about eye contact. If they are smiling and looking at something else, keep doing your thing...