#ForeverHealing DMSI 2.4

[RTBoss]

Your reaction definitely justifies your use of V2.4. I think you can really use the healing/validation/clearing. There are clearly specific issues surrounding women that E2 hasn't touched. Don't worry about it, man, there will be a next time.

In the future, try not to guess her motivations. If she says, "Just hangin' out?" try elaborating. Say, "Well yeah, maybe we'll do A, B, and C and end up over at my place for a movie. It'll be fun." Then slap her ass (just kidding, lol). In the meantime, let DMSI help you out.

[wolverine_i_am]

You should assume the number exchange. It's no big deal as bits said. If she isn't interested, she has a right to be. Learning to take rejection is a part of the process.

[maxx55]

Your reaction definitely justifies your use of V2.4. I think you can really use the healing/validation/clearing. There are clearly specific issues surrounding women that E2 hasn't touched. Don't worry about it, man, there will be a next time.

In the future, try not to guess her motivations. If she says, "Just hangin' out?" try elaborating. Say, "Well yeah, maybe we'll do A, B, and C and end up over at my place for a movie. It'll be fun." Then slap her ass (just kidding, lol). In the meantime, let DMSI help you out.

Okay. That makes sense. That's might take a little time to break that habit. That's how I behave socially. I just take in information and then yeah I do make assumptions. Most of the time, they're right. But I've had my share of times where I'm so sure I'm right, but I end up being wrong. I did naturally assume that she was trying to "friend zone" me. But she never said "as just friends" or anything like that. She even sat close enough to me in her swivel chair that every time she turned around her legs touched mine. It wasn't some bs like a foot tap, it was leg to leg full contact multiple times. But I'm gonna drop this for now.

@Wolverine Yeah, I totally understand. I usually always get the number if it's a total flake, that's one of the real surprises for me, she didn't just give me her number as soon as I mentioned it. I was surprised. It's just that I sort of developed a sense that has been accurate in the past. And my sense was telling me that she likes me. Honestly, I think being wrong is what affected me more than thinking I was "rejected". Thinking that I was wrong and knowing I'd have to still see her after being unsuccessful.

But thanks for the responses guys. I'm just going to move past this for now

[maxx55]

So today I woke up a little earlier than I wanted to so I laid on my back to go back to sleep.

I ended up having a crazy experience. I was in the middle of sleep paralysis and there was a LOUD high pitched noise that sounded like it was coming from my ears. If I tried to fight it, it got LOUDER and I felt like my ears were going to explode, no lie. Only a few minutes or so afterward that I woke up did I realize it wasn't real. I searched online and some people experienced the same thing when trying to WILD. I've never done WILD and now I know I never will. That's the first time that happened to me in my life and I sure hope the last.

I had very minor headaches, even more minor than the past few days.

After the whole thing with that girl in my class, I go to get some food. I'm frustrated and angry. Emotionally, I didn't feel too bad, but mentally I was just like wtfwtfwtf. I get in line at a subway. I don't know why, but the girl before me in line starts making conversation with me since the people knew my order. I only responded to her, no effort to keep the convo going. I wasn't interested and I just didn't feel like talking. She was like "Oh, you must come by often since they know you're order." And since I got tuna, she told me a story about her cat, "Oh, my house smelled like tuna the other day and my cat was running around looking for it and blah blah" It seemed like she intentionally made convo with just me, so I thought it was worth noting.

I'm looking forward to the clearing in this sub helping me out.

[maxx55]

Well this morning, I felt irritated, partly due to my roommates, partly due to thinking about what happened yesterday. At the end of the night, I felt like I had let it go, but I think the clearing modules went back to it or something. Maybe it's just because I need a good sleep (which my roommates get in the way of).

So I looked in the mirror and I felt a bit better about myself. I never really look in the mirror and feel better, unless I'm just looking at my hair. So this is a rare/first time occurrence

While I was walking to the library, one girl may have done a triple take looking at me. Not sure, I wasn't paying attention really, but from a glimpse she was at least "cute".

I also noticed that I have less anxiety in crowded areas. Awesome.

For my dance class, I recorded the teacher doing the dance so I could learn it. She announced she was doing it and invited anyone to record if they had to. After I recorded it, one of the girls I talk to often in the class asked me if I could send it to her. I just said yeah, got her number and sent it to her. I'm not attracted to her, 100% just friends. I just thought it was worth noting. Maybe she tried to get to her phone, but couldn't in time. She didn't ask the teacher to wait or anything though. But I thought it was worth mentioning. Even though I showed her I sent it to her and she thanked me in person, she sent a text saying "Thank you!"

Only like 2 brief minor headaches today.

Just a note. I'm not looking for responses. I just report whatever I happen to notice, but the more attractive she is, the more likely I'll notice since those are the ones I look at.

Thoughts
I'm pretty sure the things like less anxiety from in crowded areas are coming from DMSI since I took a whole week off of E2 beforehand and didn't notice it. If that's the case, then it seems like DMSI is doing a hell of a lot more for me much quicker. What's great is that my performance isn't really suffering. I may be taking like a 10-20% hit in productivity and thinking speed, but it's not anything like E2 was.

Also I've been saying the "anti-resistance" lines that Shannon mentioned to Swisston a while ago. Even though I listen in the evening, I say it right before I get ready to sleep and I imagine it working too.

I kinda have mixed feelings about Shannon getting ready to work on 3.0. Yeah, I'm all for it! But at the same time I hope that I would have had at least 32 days on 2.4. I'd be so tempted to switch to 3.0 (clearing version), but I think there may be something to using one version for an extended period of time. I'll probably ask Shannon about it sometime.

[wolverine_i_am]

If 3.0A is more advanced than 2.4, then just use 3.0A.

[SargeMaximus]

I kinda have mixed feelings about Shannon getting ready to work on 3.0. Yeah, I'm all for it! But at the same time I hope that I would have had at least 32 days on 2.4. I'd be so tempted to switch to 3.0 (clearing version), but I think there may be something to using one version for an extended period of time. I'll probably ask Shannon about it sometime.

I've wondered this myself. Version 2.3 especially. I always thought that one was going to turn out the best with time.

[4Kingdoms]

I kinda have mixed feelings about Shannon getting ready to work on 3.0. Yeah, I'm all for it! But at the same time I hope that I would have had at least 32 days on 2.4. I'd be so tempted to switch to 3.0 (clearing version), but I think there may be something to using one version for an extended period of time. I'll probably ask Shannon about it sometime.

I've wondered this myself. Version 2.3 especially. I always thought that one was going to turn out the best with time.

If you remember... Each time a new version was released, Shannon would always give a choice. "If you PLAN on using v2.X, stop for a week so I can get accurate feedback from those willing to test v2.X."

It was NEVER a requirement to go to the next version.
When 3.0 A and 3.0 B are released at the same time.
You will still have a choice.

Stay on version 2.X
Listen to 3.0 A
or Listen to 3.0 B
or alternate; one week 3.0 A then one week 3.0 B

[SargeMaximus]

Yeah I know. I doubt I'll even do 2.5 at this point. Just go straight to 3.0

[maxx55]

Well today I joked with the cashier at the chinese place. I asked her if there's a frequent customer discount (which I knew there wasn't). She said there's a discount for military. So then I was like "Oh, I just need a military license or something?" and then she was like "yeah, just find fake". I said thanks and walked away to grab a fork, there were none where they usually are so I went back by her to get it from the checkout line. Then she said that she could give me the military discount since I come by so often and the food I pay for is overpriced (I totally don't think it's overpriced. If it was, I wouldn't eat there so often lol). I just smiled and said thanks.

Oh yeah btw, that girl in my last post was totally normal today. Sat next to me and talked to me as usual. Maybe she was trying to get me to say it was more than "just hanging out". It makes more sense. In the past, if a girl asked me if we're gonna hang "just as friends" and I said yeah, she wouldn't repeat the question as I already gave her the answer she wanted.

[Shannon]

I think you need to communicate more and more clearly with these women.

[maxx55]

So last night I had a dream. I believe this is the second time I've had this dream, it felt too familiar. I'm almost 100% sure I had it while on E2. If that's the case, this is the first time I can recall that I've had a repeat dream in my life.

The Dream
In the dream I was back in my parents' home. My dad was about to leave because he had to go somehwere. So he gets in his car and drives away. Then I see a man and a woman, older like 50s-60s approaching the house. I lock the door. Somehow the man comes and he's unlocking the door. I keep relocking the door as he goes back and forth trying to unlock both the deadbolt and the lock on the handle. I turn around for a second and I see the woman is already in the house. In the dream, I didn't recognize it as being her. I didn't feel fear about her being in the house, I was focused on making sure the man couldn't get in the house. That's all I remember.

Since I had that dream, I'm totally sure the healing and clearing is kicking in.

I also had another one of those moments today where I looked in the mirror and felt good about myself. I think maybe sexiness programming is starting to kick in.

I had a great time with my female friend today. It's been a long time since I've hung out on a friday night. It was awesome just to do something besides work. It was great! If at least every Friday could be like this, that'd be amazing!

Even though Shannon said it wouldn't work in the long run, I'd totally love to test a version of DMSI with healing that only runs off of body fat. I'd pretty much use it just to get off the excess fat and then switch back to a stable version of DMSI. That'd be awesome! And I'm sure the fat would be melt off pretty quick.

[bits]

Yea i'd love to see a body fat sub released, just have it generate an aura to spread happiness or healing or something like that but all powered by body fat.

[Shannon]

The question is, am I willing to spend 9 hours working for a temporary goal I know won't work in the long run?