11-19-2016, 06:18 PM
I'll be keeping a watch out tomorrow to see if there's any updates on the DMSI release. If it's delayed, which would be a plus in my opinion since more stuff is added, then I'll continue 2.4 for a few more days.
Also, I had a constant need for release today. I would have meditated to see if it would go away, but Shannon said avoid meditation while listening and I was already in the middle of my loops. No matter what I did, things just kept reminding of sexual thoughts and physically in my body I felt the drive to just let it out. So I watched porn for awhile and busted a couple of nuts. I am legit doing all I know how. I know if I had a real girl to fuck, I would not care about porn at all. I just hope that masturbating to porn doesn't affect DMSI. If anything, there should be something in DMSI to block sexual frustration.
Also, I had a constant need for release today. I would have meditated to see if it would go away, but Shannon said avoid meditation while listening and I was already in the middle of my loops. No matter what I did, things just kept reminding of sexual thoughts and physically in my body I felt the drive to just let it out. So I watched porn for awhile and busted a couple of nuts. I am legit doing all I know how. I know if I had a real girl to fuck, I would not care about porn at all. I just hope that masturbating to porn doesn't affect DMSI. If anything, there should be something in DMSI to block sexual frustration.
