11-15-2016, 05:52 PM
Lately I've been checking the forums whenever I have any down time because I'm excited about what Shannon is gonna add to DMSI. Today I just waited until after I was done with all my classes to take a look. I got all the information I would have if I had been checking it throughout the day so I might just stick to doing it at the end of the day. I think it's good to avoid checking the forums all day.
So for today, only one thing really sticks out to me. There's a girl in one of my classes that tends to initiate convo with me from time to time, not often. So today the elevator was fucking up. I got on it and the doors started to close and quickly reopened three times in a row. I got off of that lol and took the stairs. I saw her going to the staircase and I ended up being not that far behind her. I didn't know her name. After the first flight, she stopped while looking at me, waiting. I greeted her and we got up to the floor with our class. We talked for a bit, but then one of the guys in the class said what's up as he walked by. I said what's up as he walked by, just to acknowledge him and she immediately started to walk away. In the past, if we're leaving at the same time then she tends to initiate with me and rarely even waits a little bit for me. After I thought that she might be trying to get my attention today, I found her kind of attractive.
That's really it. My only thing is that there's more than one attractive girl in the class and I don't want to have to pick just one. In the past, I've had bad experiences because of this exact situation. Can't have that shit happen again.
I also had some semis today just from hot girls passing by. It's a bit annoying. Does this still happen as of 2.5? I'd rather not get a semi until I very clearly see girls responding.
I've also had thoughts of the times when I "failed" with girls. It's funny. Some of the same memories came up during E2, but the focus was on how they hurt me. Now the focus is on how embarrassing and ashamed I felt because I "failed".
Thoughts
I really don't want to take a week off of 2.4 before going on to 3.0.1. I can already imagine what'll happen: I'll feel so glad to be off subs for a bit. I may get some noticeable results. I'll probably feel more solid about the healing having time to settle. My productivity rate will improve. And I'll probably be on fire with my verbals...and then it'd be time to start 3.0.1 and probably see some of that suffer, but for a good cause.
I'm kinda excited. I check Shannon's Journal and DMSI got 2 new modules added to it so that's great.
I'm also going to stick with the masked track on school nights for sure. My sleep last night was noticeable better than the nights I was on ultrasonic. If I do ultrasonic again, it'll be during the day where I'll have plenty of time between finishing the 5th loop and when I get ready to sleep.
So for today, only one thing really sticks out to me. There's a girl in one of my classes that tends to initiate convo with me from time to time, not often. So today the elevator was fucking up. I got on it and the doors started to close and quickly reopened three times in a row. I got off of that lol and took the stairs. I saw her going to the staircase and I ended up being not that far behind her. I didn't know her name. After the first flight, she stopped while looking at me, waiting. I greeted her and we got up to the floor with our class. We talked for a bit, but then one of the guys in the class said what's up as he walked by. I said what's up as he walked by, just to acknowledge him and she immediately started to walk away. In the past, if we're leaving at the same time then she tends to initiate with me and rarely even waits a little bit for me. After I thought that she might be trying to get my attention today, I found her kind of attractive.
That's really it. My only thing is that there's more than one attractive girl in the class and I don't want to have to pick just one. In the past, I've had bad experiences because of this exact situation. Can't have that shit happen again.
I also had some semis today just from hot girls passing by. It's a bit annoying. Does this still happen as of 2.5? I'd rather not get a semi until I very clearly see girls responding.
I've also had thoughts of the times when I "failed" with girls. It's funny. Some of the same memories came up during E2, but the focus was on how they hurt me. Now the focus is on how embarrassing and ashamed I felt because I "failed".
Thoughts
I really don't want to take a week off of 2.4 before going on to 3.0.1. I can already imagine what'll happen: I'll feel so glad to be off subs for a bit. I may get some noticeable results. I'll probably feel more solid about the healing having time to settle. My productivity rate will improve. And I'll probably be on fire with my verbals...and then it'd be time to start 3.0.1 and probably see some of that suffer, but for a good cause.
I'm kinda excited. I check Shannon's Journal and DMSI got 2 new modules added to it so that's great.
I'm also going to stick with the masked track on school nights for sure. My sleep last night was noticeable better than the nights I was on ultrasonic. If I do ultrasonic again, it'll be during the day where I'll have plenty of time between finishing the 5th loop and when I get ready to sleep.
