11-02-2019, 05:54 AM
(11-01-2019, 05:03 PM)findingme Wrote: Thank you for the acknowledgement EP.
I'm realizing growth is happening, and I've been looking for it. I'm just jabbering now, but I've shared this with nobody so far.
The very things I was moaning about a few posts up I realized were resistance tactics. Cool awareness. I realize I was trying to keep myself in a yucky victim-minded "stuck state". I didn't like it, and simultaneously did not put my hands on it to give it more power. I've been un-wanting this controlling reaction since it always leads to feeling more fear, which encourages victim thinking. UMS's grip on my mind (I'm actually being literal there) gives me some peace since it says UMS is working. And within a few days, fears just began losing power.
I'm grateful to be on a powerful sub handling my fears directly.
Yeah. At the very least, we can say the healing component of UMS works correctly.
