10-23-2019, 01:14 AM
I'm finding old resistance methods fighting harder to stay alive. Most of it involves victim thinking. As I've looked over my recent posts, though I'm saying "I don't like this", part of me is speaking victim-ish and helpless in my head. However, it's coming closer to being a discussion in my head vs. an undiscussed mandate. Just thought I'd report it since I've seen others share it too.
Money-wise, one of UMS's goals is to not quit. Another is to use our creativity to help create UMS. I found another (temporary) block in withdrawing yesterday after I called Blockchain. I'm finding myself in my own head, considering different ways things could be handled. I've often been very passive in receiving money, and playing an angry victim if things didn't work out. That thinking hurts me, as in my experience, passivity is just me punishing myself via inaction. I found a possible solution, emailed Blockchain, and will likely call them up again since it moves much faster. UMS is changing my thinking.
Money-wise, one of UMS's goals is to not quit. Another is to use our creativity to help create UMS. I found another (temporary) block in withdrawing yesterday after I called Blockchain. I'm finding myself in my own head, considering different ways things could be handled. I've often been very passive in receiving money, and playing an angry victim if things didn't work out. That thinking hurts me, as in my experience, passivity is just me punishing myself via inaction. I found a possible solution, emailed Blockchain, and will likely call them up again since it moves much faster. UMS is changing my thinking.
I want to be FREE!
