10-20-2015, 12:09 PM
Hey guys!
My first sub was AM5, then I did AM6. Bought BASE 2.0 couple of months ago, to start after a month of rest from AM6. Two months have passed since AM6 but I still haven't started. I keep putting it off.
I guess I feel resistance to starting BASE 2.1. Is this an ego defense-mechanism I'm feeling? I have gotten the impression that Alpha goes byebye when you start BASE, and I'd surely conciously miss that so maybe the subconcious feels the same?
So part of me wants to start BASE today, as I am planning on starting my own company within the next year or so. However, another part of me keeps procrastinating. Procrastination is winning sofar.
Fear of change? Most likely.
Any of you felt resistance BEFORE starting a sub?
I wonder about where this stuff is coming from, and if I'd face the resistance of lore when I finally do start BASE?
My first sub was AM5, then I did AM6. Bought BASE 2.0 couple of months ago, to start after a month of rest from AM6. Two months have passed since AM6 but I still haven't started. I keep putting it off.
I guess I feel resistance to starting BASE 2.1. Is this an ego defense-mechanism I'm feeling? I have gotten the impression that Alpha goes byebye when you start BASE, and I'd surely conciously miss that so maybe the subconcious feels the same?
So part of me wants to start BASE today, as I am planning on starting my own company within the next year or so. However, another part of me keeps procrastinating. Procrastination is winning sofar.
Fear of change? Most likely.
Any of you felt resistance BEFORE starting a sub?
I wonder about where this stuff is coming from, and if I'd face the resistance of lore when I finally do start BASE?
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