Good to have my thoughts echoed back to me reading all of your experiences and insights. With any drastic step, one wonder if it is too much, but it has felt right since the very first day, and it continues to do so.
Now, onto other fears, which I am thinking about a lot, consciously but not deliberately. For one, it is super easy to notice my actions which are motivated by fear, and every single time I do notice so, I get an itch to change my response. Sometimes I do act on the itch, sometimes I don't. But with each day, I am inching closer and closer to take actions attuned to what I'd do if fear didn't hold me back one bit. Feels like a matter of time.
Now, onto other fears, which I am thinking about a lot, consciously but not deliberately. For one, it is super easy to notice my actions which are motivated by fear, and every single time I do notice so, I get an itch to change my response. Sometimes I do act on the itch, sometimes I don't. But with each day, I am inching closer and closer to take actions attuned to what I'd do if fear didn't hold me back one bit. Feels like a matter of time.
