Experiment - Develop An Aura of Sexiness

[Nox]

Hello PJ, I'm liking your log so far.

Interesting thoughts on the mysterious stuff. My thoughts are that it isn't the mystery of a woman that attracts me, but the idea that she has a life outside of me or men. It's awesome being a part of someone's life but not so much when you ARE the person's life.

And subliminals can shake up your memories a bit. But they're also helpful. Why was that kiss so good? What made it better than other first kisses? Or maybe its first kisses in general.

No answers from me. Just thoughts.

[Purple Jade]

Hello PJ, I'm liking your log so far.

Interesting thoughts on the mysterious stuff. My thoughts are that it isn't the mystery of a woman that attracts me, but the idea that she has a life outside of me or men. It's awesome being a part of someone's life but not so much when you ARE the person's life.

And subliminals can shake up your memories a bit. But they're also helpful. Why was that kiss so good? What made it better than other first kisses? Or maybe its first kisses in general.

No answers from me. Just thoughts.

Thanks Nox. I think I know what you meant about being part of someone's life but not their life. That's like a common mistake lots of people made - neediness, especially when a relationship becomes a bit long term.

I think my thought about being mysterious is more at the beginning of something. I feel like I had been like an open book and had left nothing for imagination, and somehow lost my charm. It's like the idea of "less is more".

As for that particular kiss, I think it was due to the fact that he was able to connect with me physically at the first go while it took time for others. I'm a big fan of law of attractions and i got upset because my aching for it is like telling the universe that I feel lack of it so the universe would just keep giving me the lack. I will need to turn that emotion to be positive so the universe will arrange more of that for me.

[Nox]

Hello PJ, I'm liking your log so far.

Interesting thoughts on the mysterious stuff. My thoughts are that it isn't the mystery of a woman that attracts me, but the idea that she has a life outside of me or men. It's awesome being a part of someone's life but not so much when you ARE the person's life.

And subliminals can shake up your memories a bit. But they're also helpful. Why was that kiss so good? What made it better than other first kisses? Or maybe its first kisses in general.

No answers from me. Just thoughts.

Thanks Nox. I think I know what you meant about being part of someone's life but not their life. That's like a common mistake lots of people made - neediness, especially when a relationship becomes a bit long term.

I think my thought about being mysterious is more at the beginning of something. I feel like I had been like an open book and had left nothing for imagination, and somehow lost my charm. It's like the idea of "less is more".

As for that particular kiss, I think it was due to the fact that he was able to connect with me physically at the first go while it took time for others. I'm a big fan of law of attractions and i got upset because my aching for it is like telling the universe that I feel lack of it so the universe would just keep giving me the lack. I will need to turn that emotion to be positive so the universe will arrange more of that for me.

We might want to read the whole book in one sitting but the anticipation when we can't makes the ending better.

Sometimes anyways. Sometimes you just want a short story and to get to the climax haha

[Shawn]

Hello PJ, I'm liking your log so far.

Interesting thoughts on the mysterious stuff. My thoughts are that it isn't the mystery of a woman that attracts me, but the idea that she has a life outside of me or men. It's awesome being a part of someone's life but not so much when you ARE the person's life.

And subliminals can shake up your memories a bit. But they're also helpful. Why was that kiss so good? What made it better than other first kisses? Or maybe its first kisses in general.

No answers from me. Just thoughts.

Thanks Nox. I think I know what you meant about being part of someone's life but not their life. That's like a common mistake lots of people made - neediness, especially when a relationship becomes a bit long term.

I think my thought about being mysterious is more at the beginning of something. I feel like I had been like an open book and had left nothing for imagination, and somehow lost my charm. It's like the idea of "less is more".

As for that particular kiss, I think it was due to the fact that he was able to connect with me physically at the first go while it took time for others. I'm a big fan of law of attractions and i got upset because my aching for it is like telling the universe that I feel lack of it so the universe would just keep giving me the lack. I will need to turn that emotion to be positive so the universe will arrange more of that for me.

We might want to read the whole book in one sitting but the anticipation when we can't makes the ending better.

Sometimes anyways. Sometimes you just want a short story and to get to the climax haha

Yeah, like looking all episodes of a TV series at once. There is no anticipation left if you do so.

[Purple Jade]

Not much to report apart from feeling a bit nauseated, not sure if it's the subs effect or lack of restful sleep. Generally speaking, not feeling good or sexy. I'm thinking this could be part of detoxing?

[Benjamin]

You could call it a 'mental detoxing' of sorts. When it starts working on something that is effective your mind can try to throw up all the things you're holding onto that is against the goal to try to stop you. That is what we call 'resistance'.

It's usually a good sign something is being worked on. But when you're stuck in it that is hard to see.. I know this and can tell anyone else this easily but when it happens to me I still question it because i'm stuck in the middle, that's how convincing my mind is sometimes.

So keep going.

[Purple Jade]

You could call it a 'mental detoxing' of sorts. When it starts working on something that is effective your mind can try to throw up all the things you're holding onto that is against the goal to try to stop you. That is what we call 'resistance'.

It's usually a good sign something is being worked on. But when you're stuck in it that is hard to see.. I know this and can tell anyone else this easily but when it happens to me I still question it because i'm stuck in the middle, that's how convincing my mind is sometimes.

So keep going.

Thanks Ben for your encouragement. Yes, just keep going. And keep buying, all 4gs are now 40% off, was only a week ago I bought some at full price. Oh well.

[Purple Jade]

Kind of forgot how many days I've been listening now, but I'm still going. Last night I had the silent track on and slept like 9 hours. It's been the best sleep since I started listening. Still don't feel too sexy just yet, and that's OK as I'm happy just to feel good and I know it takes time.

[D.Ace]

To the point where you no longer feel obliged to listen, often, changes take place naturally.
Conscious intervention (like most of us do, me included) often results in rather struggle.
I tried to let it go, let the programs work on the roots, which will affect the trunk, branches, and give me the fruits I've been expecting.
Aside the clear physical changes that dmsi brought to the my knowing, it's funny that most of the signs of change were addressed by people around me.
I think for developing an aura in daos will be stated by others around you before you realize that.

In other notes, I personally know 2 alpha females in my social circle.
One of them I proudly call her Mom, we met around 2 years ago in a seminar.
People naturally pay a good respect to her, and yes there's a charm in the way she talks just like what you described with your upbringing.
In her early 50's she often gets approached even by guys much younger, and I should go with Nox that the mysterious part of-especially alpha female is her sense of purpose that there's something rather interesting out of what she displays.
I'm tempted to say that people will notice your changes first later on, for it might be perceived as a natural process for you as you go with your days, subtle that you won't feel it in an obvious way.
We'll see your updates then.

[Purple Jade]

Some random thoughts are coming through slowly, and these are not of my normal characteristics/personalities.

New thought - I can take my time and enjoy myself. Sitting in the sun by myself doing nothing is so enjoyable. Vs Old thought - rush rush, everything is to be planned and I should live my day to the fullest.

New thought - everything should be effortless and all will come through naturally in due course. Vs Old thought - I need to try/work harder in order to achieve anything.

Hmmmm - not sure what they have to do with sexiness.

[D.Ace]

Some random thoughts are coming through slowly, and these are not of my normal characteristics/personalities.

New thought - I can take my time and enjoy myself. Sitting in the sun by myself doing nothing is so enjoyable. Vs Old thought - rush rush, everything is to be planned and I should live my day to the fullest.

New thought - everything should be effortless and all will come through naturally in due course. Vs Old thought - I need to try/work harder in order to achieve anything.

Hmmmm - not sure what they have to do with sexiness.

While in the old way of thinking and or in your current state, being in rush, working harder are perceived as normal but then you kinda laid back and handling things effortlessly, isn't that a bit "mysterious" for anyone seeing you that way?

[Purple Jade]

It's been a while since I updated last time. I have continued listening for average 8-10 hours per day. There hasn't been many significant changes, but I do notice my skin is much clearer and smoother and my hair is shinier. I've changed some routines in both skin care and hair care - I'm quite sure it's due to the subs as these routines are not new to me and I always "plan" to follow them, but somehow never did. For the past couple weeks - I have been really enthusiastic about them and improvements are noticeable. As for the "sexiness", I'm somehow not too concerned about it - it's almost to a point of IDGAF about attracting men at all, except for that first kiss guy keeps popping in my head, but no more "aching" for it.

[Purple Jade]

Another couple of weeks passed, I have not become sexier, but I'm more confident of myself even though I have gained a bit of weight due to some stress at work - just a couple of pounds (I'm an emotional eater). I would have been quite critical of myself previously but these days, I just feel that's ok, and the weight will come off eventually and no need to worry. Pretty good!

[Purple Jade]

Final update - for the last 2-3 weeks or so, I have been receiving a lot of male attention, more than I normally would. Started online dating, met some people offline, and all of them showed extreme sexual interests, which is very flattering.

I have decided to move on to DMSI now.