Day 5, Off
Yesterday I felt down until late in the evening when I started being extremely productive at work, felt better. Then I started winding down chatting up a few people until the girl I liked asked me how was my day to which I replied "awesome" even though in reality would've been just "good". Well it proved to be true, few minutes later the night turned around real quick, met a new person online, I was chatting up to 5 people simultaneously and one of them brought up why am I taking too long to reply and who else am I talking to. I really want to improve my conversation skills.
Laying in bed last night watching a pod cast when I had a sudden thought of another show host that was really really good with the topic at hand. I thought, I wonder what these panel think about that show host. THEN BOOM, one of the audience asked the very same question, "What do you think of [other show hosts' name] skills?". Unfortunately they were not familiar but said they will review it but holy shit, am I a clairvoyant? can this be controlled? lol. This is very USLM v3 where I was thinking of a specific song (a specific live version of it even!) while listening to radio and BOOM, the next song was that! the specific live version playing on the radio.
Today is grinding at work. I volunteered to pick up a task and making a joke about it. I thought it was an easy task but proved to be challenging. So I asked for help and we brainstormed it. Tried my suggestions but ultimately, a co-worker figured out a fix to which I'm very grateful.
I'm getting worried about my eating habit. I am normal weight for my height but I'm trying to gain muscle and become lean. I haven't gone to the gym since Tuesday. Past couple of days I have no appetite. It's now late afternoon, heavy rain outside, and I have not eaten anything. I drank a cup of coffee in the morning, a cup of protein shake and smoked a bunch. I still don't have any appetite but I feel a tiny bit of hunger but no desire to eat.
I'm really looking forward to listening to OF V3 tomorrow morning when I wake up. I don't know why I am excited, but I really feel excitement about listening to it. This never happened before.
Edit: I may also need some writing skills. I re-read my post and I think I jump from one thing to the next and back. It is a bit confusing to read. Well, writing is also another thing that I am doing more. I think if I tally my speaking and writing amount in 2020, I may have surpassed that within the first 3 months of 2021.
Yesterday I felt down until late in the evening when I started being extremely productive at work, felt better. Then I started winding down chatting up a few people until the girl I liked asked me how was my day to which I replied "awesome" even though in reality would've been just "good". Well it proved to be true, few minutes later the night turned around real quick, met a new person online, I was chatting up to 5 people simultaneously and one of them brought up why am I taking too long to reply and who else am I talking to. I really want to improve my conversation skills.
Laying in bed last night watching a pod cast when I had a sudden thought of another show host that was really really good with the topic at hand. I thought, I wonder what these panel think about that show host. THEN BOOM, one of the audience asked the very same question, "What do you think of [other show hosts' name] skills?". Unfortunately they were not familiar but said they will review it but holy shit, am I a clairvoyant? can this be controlled? lol. This is very USLM v3 where I was thinking of a specific song (a specific live version of it even!) while listening to radio and BOOM, the next song was that! the specific live version playing on the radio.
Today is grinding at work. I volunteered to pick up a task and making a joke about it. I thought it was an easy task but proved to be challenging. So I asked for help and we brainstormed it. Tried my suggestions but ultimately, a co-worker figured out a fix to which I'm very grateful.
I'm getting worried about my eating habit. I am normal weight for my height but I'm trying to gain muscle and become lean. I haven't gone to the gym since Tuesday. Past couple of days I have no appetite. It's now late afternoon, heavy rain outside, and I have not eaten anything. I drank a cup of coffee in the morning, a cup of protein shake and smoked a bunch. I still don't have any appetite but I feel a tiny bit of hunger but no desire to eat.
I'm really looking forward to listening to OF V3 tomorrow morning when I wake up. I don't know why I am excited, but I really feel excitement about listening to it. This never happened before.
Edit: I may also need some writing skills. I re-read my post and I think I jump from one thing to the next and back. It is a bit confusing to read. Well, writing is also another thing that I am doing more. I think if I tally my speaking and writing amount in 2020, I may have surpassed that within the first 3 months of 2021.
