07-02-2024, 11:07 AM
Some part of my subC seems to be in a vicious circle - it doesn't want to heal because it's afraid of changes I would immediately make which are being prevented/sabotaged/delayed which would not be a problem, and wouldn't be scary/unpleasant/triggering of PTSD symptoms were I healed. Like, f. in., women, sex and a proepr singing career, among other things.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley