My whole life changes because I'm more free and relaxed. Before I'd fixate on things that I thought I was "working on" to deal with with them. Well, there was never a solution just the worry. Just repeat negativity and stress.
Now, something big happens and I deal with it and let it go. I don't sit and dwell on things and run them over and over in my mind to find a solution, when really all I was doing was putting bad moments on repeat. What I could have or should have said. Now I don't care. Something happens, I respond, I drop it and move on. Doesn't really matter how "badly" it went. Im more likely to make big decisions due to less attachment in the outcome.
I get my people saying that friends and family they have want to meet me. sure, why not?
I have big things come up that I am hesitant with because I've never done them. Sure, why not?
I've had major changes in my life outlook that are honestly scary. Oh well!
Major stumbles just don't happen. You easily adapt and overcome them. New potential solutions also start popping up as options because of this. Example: a solution to an issue of my girl and her family was me kicking her brother's ass. I'm not one prone to start fights or attack people, but in this case I realized I'd be okay with just kicking the guy's ass. Sounds weird for for a lovey dovey hippie sub doesn't it? Lol
It's deceptively deep. Parts of who I've always been but either repressed or shut down have come up to the surface. I'm more "barbaric" and much more kind at the same time. It seems to heal the wounds that kept who you really are hidden. And I haven't done E2 for 6 months yet, only 4 as its only been out for 4. I've been listening to it since the night it came out. I had listened to v1 for 3 months and then e2 I WILL listen to for 6 months. The plan is to listen to am6 after that to reinforce and refine some of my more barbaric behavior.
Now, something big happens and I deal with it and let it go. I don't sit and dwell on things and run them over and over in my mind to find a solution, when really all I was doing was putting bad moments on repeat. What I could have or should have said. Now I don't care. Something happens, I respond, I drop it and move on. Doesn't really matter how "badly" it went. Im more likely to make big decisions due to less attachment in the outcome.
I get my people saying that friends and family they have want to meet me. sure, why not?
I have big things come up that I am hesitant with because I've never done them. Sure, why not?
I've had major changes in my life outlook that are honestly scary. Oh well!
Major stumbles just don't happen. You easily adapt and overcome them. New potential solutions also start popping up as options because of this. Example: a solution to an issue of my girl and her family was me kicking her brother's ass. I'm not one prone to start fights or attack people, but in this case I realized I'd be okay with just kicking the guy's ass. Sounds weird for for a lovey dovey hippie sub doesn't it? Lol
It's deceptively deep. Parts of who I've always been but either repressed or shut down have come up to the surface. I'm more "barbaric" and much more kind at the same time. It seems to heal the wounds that kept who you really are hidden. And I haven't done E2 for 6 months yet, only 4 as its only been out for 4. I've been listening to it since the night it came out. I had listened to v1 for 3 months and then e2 I WILL listen to for 6 months. The plan is to listen to am6 after that to reinforce and refine some of my more barbaric behavior.
