Update, 60 days of E3:
-Sleeping patterns are still awful. Massive con on this program. Makes it very hard to maintain obligations. I can't seem to sleep properly on it, no matter how or when I listen. The sleep pattern, is always spotty and unreliable. It's so strange, it's like...I'm "exhausted", but either totally alert, or JUST enough alertness, that I can't relax enough to go to sleep. I'm not able to somehow often. It's aggravating. Weird in-between states sensation taking place.
-Hunger pangs continue, extreme, ravenous hunger. It's insane. At most, I gain a few pounds temporarily, then it seems to get very quickly burned off (somehow). All those dump truck loads of calories are going SOMEWHERE...?...
-I've planned to stay on E3 until DMSI, because I wanted to continue on E3 and it's goal, I see value in it.
Now...onto the weird stuff:
-Fears about girls are decreasing noticeably. But desire for them is almost non-existent. I just don't seem to be bothered that much for awhile now to be honest, as I've written about before. I guess I'm just tired of chasing endlessly for nothing in return. My main focus seems to be my business, and expanding things. Ie. business and money.
-Recently, last couple weeks or so, I've weirdly been more focused on business and money-making in my company, and otherwise. Some things I just didn't bother getting started with, even though I knew they could be profitable, I suddenly have taken action on with intensity. Also, I've had a sense where certain things I thought were out of reach in my business earnings, and "career" as an entrepreneur, are suddenly looking extremely attainable now...some are a bit surprising to see such a sudden attainability in them.
Now, I was confused as to why I've had such a reaction in my business life. I chalked it up to E3 at the time...
HOWEVER...I then read UMS's sales page, and received quite a shock. UMS HAS E3 IN IT! Could that be why I felt all this beforehand? That since it has E3, I would choose to try it as I wanted to keep using E3, so perhaps that switch to UMS now, would benefit me in the past? That thing people call TID? Well...I don't know if I buy that, however, since it does have E3, I have switched since release day.
I figure it'll only be like a month before DMSI comes, but this is still worth a try. I will give it a good test, for it's goals themselves, as well as the technology in it, to report for Shannon, to help DMSI improve. I wouldn't have switched if it didn't have E3, I would've stayed with E3 itself.
I have HUGE reservations about the ASRB2, I admit. I'm VERY skeptical 1 loop for 8 days will do anything tangible. We'll see if I can garner anything from this sub. Since I have an established company, even slight changes in output, can yield massive results at scale. That and H&C aspects around projects I described earlier make this an interesting test for me. So, this should be intriguing.
That's all for this journal, folks!
-Sleeping patterns are still awful. Massive con on this program. Makes it very hard to maintain obligations. I can't seem to sleep properly on it, no matter how or when I listen. The sleep pattern, is always spotty and unreliable. It's so strange, it's like...I'm "exhausted", but either totally alert, or JUST enough alertness, that I can't relax enough to go to sleep. I'm not able to somehow often. It's aggravating. Weird in-between states sensation taking place.
-Hunger pangs continue, extreme, ravenous hunger. It's insane. At most, I gain a few pounds temporarily, then it seems to get very quickly burned off (somehow). All those dump truck loads of calories are going SOMEWHERE...?...
-I've planned to stay on E3 until DMSI, because I wanted to continue on E3 and it's goal, I see value in it.
Now...onto the weird stuff:
-Fears about girls are decreasing noticeably. But desire for them is almost non-existent. I just don't seem to be bothered that much for awhile now to be honest, as I've written about before. I guess I'm just tired of chasing endlessly for nothing in return. My main focus seems to be my business, and expanding things. Ie. business and money.
-Recently, last couple weeks or so, I've weirdly been more focused on business and money-making in my company, and otherwise. Some things I just didn't bother getting started with, even though I knew they could be profitable, I suddenly have taken action on with intensity. Also, I've had a sense where certain things I thought were out of reach in my business earnings, and "career" as an entrepreneur, are suddenly looking extremely attainable now...some are a bit surprising to see such a sudden attainability in them.
Now, I was confused as to why I've had such a reaction in my business life. I chalked it up to E3 at the time...
HOWEVER...I then read UMS's sales page, and received quite a shock. UMS HAS E3 IN IT! Could that be why I felt all this beforehand? That since it has E3, I would choose to try it as I wanted to keep using E3, so perhaps that switch to UMS now, would benefit me in the past? That thing people call TID? Well...I don't know if I buy that, however, since it does have E3, I have switched since release day.
I figure it'll only be like a month before DMSI comes, but this is still worth a try. I will give it a good test, for it's goals themselves, as well as the technology in it, to report for Shannon, to help DMSI improve. I wouldn't have switched if it didn't have E3, I would've stayed with E3 itself.
I have HUGE reservations about the ASRB2, I admit. I'm VERY skeptical 1 loop for 8 days will do anything tangible. We'll see if I can garner anything from this sub. Since I have an established company, even slight changes in output, can yield massive results at scale. That and H&C aspects around projects I described earlier make this an interesting test for me. So, this should be intriguing.
That's all for this journal, folks!
