Day 18
Ugh... today i didn't feel well. I wnt out but becuase i wasn't in my tops, my mind wasn't working and my confidence was on the floor. People in general treat me nice, but to the bbeatifull, attractive, and sexy girls i was invisible i tried to establish a conversation with the cashier but i was or invisible to her, or something she was evading my stare.
After that i went home, i did some tapping and later get a little better.
PD.Ugh i have a problem, i could use tapping to evade some things.
Like addiction to porn (i have been getting, slips in this)
Ugh... today i didn't feel well. I wnt out but becuase i wasn't in my tops, my mind wasn't working and my confidence was on the floor. People in general treat me nice, but to the bbeatifull, attractive, and sexy girls i was invisible i tried to establish a conversation with the cashier but i was or invisible to her, or something she was evading my stare.
After that i went home, i did some tapping and later get a little better.
PD.Ugh i have a problem, i could use tapping to evade some things.
Like addiction to porn (i have been getting, slips in this)
