09-03-2012, 05:00 PM
Spiral Wrote:What if you tried Everything Is Possible with BASE? I'm sure it will give you plenty of ideas and it sounds like your ideal situation would be to work for yourself. OR you can run LM with Attract Positive Energy or winner's mindset and win the lottery most definitely
Pure financial freedom and with that you can do whatever it is you want to do. I'm not guaranteeing you will win the lottery.. but let me know how it goes
I'll keep it in mind Spiral. Right now I feel like after running ASC for a couple of weeks I am feeling like the world is my oyster. I think my only issue is just interacting with people. It's been my vice for as long as I could remember and taking care of it has been a lifelong journey. The way I see it is if you have personal freedom, where other's don't affect you, then it's easy to make money on your own. There are a lot of naysayers out there who try to drag you down to their level and tell you to get your head out of the clouds. I'm starting to rise above that, I'm seeing that people really don't question things enough or continue to parrot what other's have said.
(08-31-2012, 07:59 PM)Shannon Wrote: Have been where you are, Mat. You know what got me through? Alpha. And in some directions, being forced. But Alpha is what I owe most of my transformation to, since 2006. I think I am going to start adding fear destruction to everything since fear seems to be the leading issue underlying almost everything else.
Fear is that invisible force that just stops me in my tracks at times. The problem is I don't know what it is exactly. It's just fear itself. It might be fear of rejection, failure, or something else, but it's just like running into an invisible wall.
I'm probably going to run alpha again instead of sex magnet. If I get a job soon and some money I'll buy alpha 5.0. If not I'll just run the 2011 version. But I've been through Alpha twice now. Each time I felt like I made progress to a bigger goal. The first time was a huge improvement. The second time, a little bit more, but I had to really look for the change to see it, but I knew it was there.
I don't think change is a quantifiable thing a lot of the time. My assumption is that if I run alpha again I'll improve just a little bit, but I think change is all dependent on your mentality. I could have a complete shift in my beliefs this time around that is bigger than both run throughs combine. I can't really know until I do start it up again.
I'd say that fear destruction would make things more effective. On top of regular fear, there even exists fear of ridding myself of fear. I'm sure a lot of people deal with that too. I don't know what it is, but I think if I let go of fear then I'll become some jerk who treats people poorly and I'll make poor decisions. I think part of the problem is I have this idea in my head of what life would be like without so much fear, but that idea is only imaginary and it is impossible to truly tell what my life would be like. So I have these assumptions that aren't even based in reality, but I believe that it might happen.
