06-13-2012, 07:34 PM
Thought I'd update this thread instead of making a new one. Anyway I'm running through the 4G remove negativity within updated sub. I'm going to be running it for about 3 months or so. So far I think I've had about a week of exposure, maybe more. What I can say so far with this sub is it is pulling up a lot of stuff. A lot of emotion, a lot of negativity that I feel like I have to release.
Some days I wake up dead tired and getting through the day is tough. The thing with this subliminal is, I've already got a lot of stress in my life right now and anxiety about things. But I've noticed this sub really helps me counteract those negative feelings and let go of them. I've found that sometimes I want to cling to those negative feelings, and in the past I usually would. Now I know and understand holding onto those feelings doesn't get me anywhere and I feel better not getting pulled into them.
I feel like the sub is definitely doing it's thing. But I've got a lot of things on my mind and I've lost direction in life. My one crippling vice is my social anxiety. It's this mental block, this fear, and the more I push against it the worse I feel. I'm trying not to become complacent and I feel guilty a lot of the time for not being able to push through that fear.
That being said I'm not expecting this sub to work miracles. But if it does I'll gladly take it. As of right now I feel like I'm stuck in limbo with regards to my life. I'm having trouble enjoying things or taking the time out to hang out with friends because I feel like my clock is ticking and I have to do something with my life. It's like this constant pressure to make sure that I'm anxious, otherwise I feel guilty.
Overall it's just a big bundle of emotions inside of me. I have trouble expressing a lot of my feelings in words. Sometimes my own subconscious programming baffles me. I can see how irrational the behavior is, understand why I need to change it, but it's like running full speed into a brick wall. An invisible brick wall to be exact, I know it's there, but I can't see the issues or understand them that well.
Some days I wake up dead tired and getting through the day is tough. The thing with this subliminal is, I've already got a lot of stress in my life right now and anxiety about things. But I've noticed this sub really helps me counteract those negative feelings and let go of them. I've found that sometimes I want to cling to those negative feelings, and in the past I usually would. Now I know and understand holding onto those feelings doesn't get me anywhere and I feel better not getting pulled into them.
I feel like the sub is definitely doing it's thing. But I've got a lot of things on my mind and I've lost direction in life. My one crippling vice is my social anxiety. It's this mental block, this fear, and the more I push against it the worse I feel. I'm trying not to become complacent and I feel guilty a lot of the time for not being able to push through that fear.
That being said I'm not expecting this sub to work miracles. But if it does I'll gladly take it. As of right now I feel like I'm stuck in limbo with regards to my life. I'm having trouble enjoying things or taking the time out to hang out with friends because I feel like my clock is ticking and I have to do something with my life. It's like this constant pressure to make sure that I'm anxious, otherwise I feel guilty.
Overall it's just a big bundle of emotions inside of me. I have trouble expressing a lot of my feelings in words. Sometimes my own subconscious programming baffles me. I can see how irrational the behavior is, understand why I need to change it, but it's like running full speed into a brick wall. An invisible brick wall to be exact, I know it's there, but I can't see the issues or understand them that well.
