06-10-2018, 06:27 AM
(This post was last modified: 06-10-2018, 06:28 AM by Determined.)
So these last few weeks have been really interesting.
In summary, I've been through it all. I was resisting hard at one point (due to my own reluctance to execute) to choosing to overcome this and just executing. Just earlier today I was at the movies and I had every girl in the vicinity checking me out. Even some serving girls doing 180 degree turns. More than anything else it was my energy that they were feeling.
In other instances, I've had women who were completely cold on me in the past (to the point of avoiding me) now show keen interest. I was only vaguely aware of this until an older gent sitting next to me pointed it out "she likes you". Hooray for DMSI
Some other interesting developments I've had is that I've become very awakened to my intuitive and emphathic abilities, which I feel is a great boon. Women are all about emotions, they want a man who can make them feel things. Being in tune with that is a great gift. I've also become really good at reading tarot which is another bonus.
I've stripped away many energy consuming programs that I was running. These include me previously "projecting" an ideal version of myself to the world. Authenticity is crucial. This also includes removing some fears surrounding self expression as fears are horrendous wastes of energy.
What's on the horizon for me: I'll be going to Bali for a few weeks to rest and recharge. I'll be spending most my time at a spiritual retreat where I'll be taking a few books (mostly about wealth creation) as I'm at a stage where building a fortune is my new focus.
Things to work on: I've had alot of interesting clearing dreams. One in particular last night was a really hot girl stroking my arm telling me how much she loves my body and me telling her how I used to be "bigger and fitter" to which she recoiled. The key take away here is that I still feel I'm unworthy on the inside and if I feel I'm unworthy then that will radiate outwards as a signal for everyone else to just follow. Letting go of these feelings of unworthiness are essential to forward progress. I feel I've wasted enough energy running that program too.
All in all, things are going well.
In summary, I've been through it all. I was resisting hard at one point (due to my own reluctance to execute) to choosing to overcome this and just executing. Just earlier today I was at the movies and I had every girl in the vicinity checking me out. Even some serving girls doing 180 degree turns. More than anything else it was my energy that they were feeling.
In other instances, I've had women who were completely cold on me in the past (to the point of avoiding me) now show keen interest. I was only vaguely aware of this until an older gent sitting next to me pointed it out "she likes you". Hooray for DMSI
Some other interesting developments I've had is that I've become very awakened to my intuitive and emphathic abilities, which I feel is a great boon. Women are all about emotions, they want a man who can make them feel things. Being in tune with that is a great gift. I've also become really good at reading tarot which is another bonus.
I've stripped away many energy consuming programs that I was running. These include me previously "projecting" an ideal version of myself to the world. Authenticity is crucial. This also includes removing some fears surrounding self expression as fears are horrendous wastes of energy.
What's on the horizon for me: I'll be going to Bali for a few weeks to rest and recharge. I'll be spending most my time at a spiritual retreat where I'll be taking a few books (mostly about wealth creation) as I'm at a stage where building a fortune is my new focus.
Things to work on: I've had alot of interesting clearing dreams. One in particular last night was a really hot girl stroking my arm telling me how much she loves my body and me telling her how I used to be "bigger and fitter" to which she recoiled. The key take away here is that I still feel I'm unworthy on the inside and if I feel I'm unworthy then that will radiate outwards as a signal for everyone else to just follow. Letting go of these feelings of unworthiness are essential to forward progress. I feel I've wasted enough energy running that program too.
All in all, things are going well.
