(05-24-2017, 05:31 AM)RTBoss Wrote:(05-23-2017, 10:34 PM)Darwin Wrote: Ok so Last few days have seen a lot of intensity in most areas. I've been through a few nights of dreams which verged on hallucenations as I was half awake. It has felt like I'm being asked in these hallucenations , 'do you really want to f*ck around with people's lives like this' , pictures keep coming up of women who are mothers and wives , and thoughts are arising about the nature of love and sex, how they are intertwined and how they can lead to driving people crazy. I've seen and heard of a number of people taking their own lives due to the sort of obsession that can come out of thinking you love someone or desiring someone intensely. I can't tell whether this is actual instruction from some higher wisdom or whether it's just limiting beliefs coming up. I know I have a strong desire to do no harm though.
Anyway I maintain that this DMSI run is just for the proverbial craic- I'm curious about it and I want the clearing and little more than that.
On a lighter side it is just fun watching it take effect on women and what it's doing for my relationship.
I've gone through this. I thought to myself, "If I were an A-List celebrity, this year's Sexiest Man Alive, would I feel guilty for how others feel toward me?"
No. I control how I feel, not how others feel. That's for them to process, and then decide what choices they make based on that.
My wife and I always joked that we have a list of 5 celebrities that either of us are free to have sex with, no consequences. Whoever is on the list, if we can have sex with them, they're fair game. I'm the celebrity on the list - for all women. Lol.
I'm of the belief that feelings can't be controlled. Some events are going to put me in an emotional state no matter how many times I get exposed to them. Sometimes I get feelings "out of nowhere" as well. That's probably my Fe speaking and of course I can get better at identifying what feeling is genuinely mine and what's coming from other people, but I suck at that at the moment.
However, what you can control is how you act after you get the feeling.
We might be saying the same thing in different ways tho.
INFJ
