05-28-2018, 04:43 PM
Day 31:
Just wanted to note some more observations. I sat on the bus right next to an attractive woman that was reading her book. We sat next to each other for about 20 minutes and I didn't notice anything from her. She looked like she fell asleep about half way through the ride. Another attractive woman on the bus made eye contact with me a few times. I didn't break the eye contact and she checked back to see if I was still looking. An exit came up and we had to shuffle around a little so I lost track of her but it turned out she moved a lot closer to me but with her back to me. She was about 5 feet away initially and then she was 3 feet after we reshuffled around.
While I was on the bus I was thinking "I am executing DMSI" but it didn't seem to make a difference. Not really noticing much of anything right now. The PTPA seems to have faded away. Not sure if I'm stonewalling at this point or if there is something being worked through. I've not run the "B" side of any of the versions so far. I'm contemplating switching over to "A" to see if there is any difference. I went into this thinking there was going to be some stuff that needed clearing so I want to give it time.
Just wanted to note some more observations. I sat on the bus right next to an attractive woman that was reading her book. We sat next to each other for about 20 minutes and I didn't notice anything from her. She looked like she fell asleep about half way through the ride. Another attractive woman on the bus made eye contact with me a few times. I didn't break the eye contact and she checked back to see if I was still looking. An exit came up and we had to shuffle around a little so I lost track of her but it turned out she moved a lot closer to me but with her back to me. She was about 5 feet away initially and then she was 3 feet after we reshuffled around.
While I was on the bus I was thinking "I am executing DMSI" but it didn't seem to make a difference. Not really noticing much of anything right now. The PTPA seems to have faded away. Not sure if I'm stonewalling at this point or if there is something being worked through. I've not run the "B" side of any of the versions so far. I'm contemplating switching over to "A" to see if there is any difference. I went into this thinking there was going to be some stuff that needed clearing so I want to give it time.
