DMSi 3.2 sexland

[Kol]

So now it has shifted to a lifestyle. A DMSI lifestyle. Turning my life upside down is looking very easy + I get euphoria, so thats executing.

IOIs are there. I dont really care to much about them. They are a result of my inner changes, dhv's ( which are way broader then mere looks, tho im looking good )

Im also realizing something about attraction. It starts way before seeing her. Its a great minset to be in. It also feels constant now. I feel it subconsciously and already have her from the start. Seduction is light so roleplays and mm can fit right in this expanding emperium and lifestyle. Its deeper.

Something else is re-occuring, and thats me speaking out loud ( or it came out like that suddenly ) that I have a gf. A hot one that is. An 8/10. Brunette, slim, curved but feminine. It almost feels like a usefull asset or something along those lines.

Things that looked far away, are now turning reality. Manifestion of hot girls.

The sacle has shifted again, its looks yeah that turn me on, but its way greater then that. Energy. Beauty is common. I rejected girls tgat we're hot, but tgeir energy was a turn off. I dont feel a thing about it, because I am focussed on those matching my likes. It does make me think abit about what Shannon has written on the forums about the scale, hotness, traits and such.

Also, the lifestyle breakthrough gives way to more expansion and clarity of visions and where to come from.

[Kol]

Alright, so, I notice this pattern with me regarding women/girls. When they have their bitch face on, I seem to auto-eject. Like blowing myself out, while its a perfect opener to hit them up, teasing them abit about their "shitday" or whatever. They are way more feeling based. I have done it before. Derek Cajun comes to mind. Unapologetic owning it

*girl hanging and looking bored*
Me: are you tired?"
And taking it off from there. It resulted in them having this sparkle in their eyes, dreamy but hot and sexual

Also, im noticing an drop in emotions. Like, im short-circuiting and just am, while in locked state. It feels like a shutdown mechanism. Like, apathic/cant be arsed.

This new girl, lets call her "I", went very much forward introducing herself. She has this rockchick kind of front to her but meanwhile sex appeal. Great ass also. I cant be arsed to talk for example like I shutdown, while other times im flowing and am badass along with feeling the heat coming of from me.

I really want/need to be more ballsy if you ask me. Not always, as I seem to turn shit easily sexual to a high extent.

[Kol]

Im incredible direct. I lock eyes and dont care anymore. Im also not hiding im checking her out. Im at a point I let DMSI shine forth. Like this bubble. Im a sexual being. Im right from the start showing unapologetic and there is a huge playingfield in this. Im not even thinking blow out anymore to begin with. Its pure unfiltered vulnerability.

Im creating an more tight friend group with it aswell. Im open. At the same time I think I accelerate further by being alone in this. Like no hindrance at all.

Im thinking beyond sex. Im thinking dynamics. Girls as social proof. Having them around. Almost network wise. Its more of an "always an girl around"

Today I had a group of 3 girls waving me over. With one I was body to body. While the other 2 tried to grap my attention like switches where flipped on. Im also going through chatacters, like young johnny depp, james deen, etc. Having flashes and growing more in familiarity with some people on facebook. Value exchange.

After the 3 group/set, I went for payment insidr the gasstation. Hot tall girl. She felt it. I checked her out and kept locked when she turned around as I locked on her ass, feeling myself gazing . Shr gave this smirk/halve smile. I didnt react to it. Would be a great opener to call het out on that.

Then, after that, I went seductive with the counter girl. Calm, almost suave in tone that I didnt remember which one I filled my gas with. I simply didnt care. It was automatic.

After that, picking up gf of friend of mine. She kept qualifying herself. Played a bit with it but didnt care. I noticed some tension coming up, dry mouth, slight anxiety. I need more exposurr to girls and women. Its key. Like, some shockwave.

Anyways, drove to the wrong place for some food. We both laughed about it. I texted that "we we're already there" and didnt think twice about it. When I got messages, aswell as hers, I couldnt be arsed. It was nothing. Calibrated and went anyways. Got food, served by a young blond, great ass, and gave a boob display by bending over the table right in front of me. She served me first each time, came to me first each time.

Group bonding was strong. Laughs were shared, I kept looking at this blond out of curiosity and experiment, aswell as crushing the fear of direct game game is light, fun. Seduction is light, fun, spiking emotions and non serious. Good times. I did twist some banter around and was more loud ( like 3.1 bloom ) being loud is activating my cells. Its literally invigorating me with life and action. I did lock her body and she seemed to increase in attraction.

Now, im also having more pua like experiments going. Like an eye patch, wearing military dogtags, dressing with a tanktop, while having an open dress shirt as second cover of clothing. Also, accesories. Further more, its all me. Im thinking a bit like derek cajun/cajun pua. His level is great.

Some sidenotes,

Im about experiences. Creating experiences as a whole. A story of hers involved in it. Its like the whole package. Its a expanding dynamic. Like, taking it bigger then just me or the girl. Its a relating to it, like comfort phase seduction. Herein lies also my DMSI entrepreneural lifestyle. Value giving and knowing it. Claiming it and having the harem and abundance life. One after another.

Fwb is high on my list.

Pretty much bulletproofness all around today. Its now 12:44 am. My last loop was around 5 pm.

Points to work on: being more banterish and less agreeing. Seeing it as fun, not as serious. At times it feels as if it is killing the mood. Just banter, having fun, create your reality and frame.

Anothe thing is: assume the deal being closed. Go from there. There is no blowout but in ones mind. Its like training, fun games. Go in directly. Kow your value and worth. Just make it instinct.

[Kol]

Confidence build upon confidence. I feel agressive in an way. Like go get agressive. High loops pay off.

Also im in between mindsets. One is like "go get her" in a freeing and free way. Opening my eyes to the beauty and having an alternative replace the bs. Like cracking open through the shell. Like I see the besuty in women and having dominant frame. Im awsre of pededtaling Other part is the issues of why cant and in this lalaland. Like I said, its losing out. Transmutated.

Im getting aware of the bs thoughts regarding girls coming up. Like negative and blowing out.

Other parts is good with that. It doesnt matter. Idc. I take it all in in character building. Its ptetty aloof and bulletproof. Indifferent.

Communication is that, communication. I call people out instantly and walk through the steps. For example, saying "[nsme] and then instantly being blunt about it, open. Like it doesnt phase me.

Im natural. Women flock around ny cock. Today, as I went to my dads birthday, women did compliment me, stood body to body touching. It was like soaking it in. Also, my sister seemed to be affected and all people are affected to a certain degree. Subtle and not so subtle. Executing and there might be still "walls within" that somewhat cause a dulling so to say. I execute not 100% . It also ties in with beliefs negatively. People where acting like they served me. I have this sexual sense all the time with me.

[Kol]

Closing my eyes and flooded by mental images of women seducing me like nympho's. My conscious and subconscious seem to harmonizr more.

[Kol]

Last couple of days im thinking about the bf objection. It comes down to delivery. Tonality. How she says it. "I have a boyfriend" as a way of qualification. Her attractiveness. An "fuck me" frame. She might display social proof to appear more attractive. Other is "how you gonna deal with this?" Its an easily passed test and prolly, when DMSI is 100% executing by me, shell realize soon its useless and will end up sleeping with me cuz her "excuses" are overridden by DMSI affection. I have seen them drop it before.

Just because she has a bf doesnt mean shes not attracted to you. This is huge. It can appear to be not only to hear later she was. Which happens more then I can imagine ( mindblown)

Also, im less introspected now due running B, more "glamorous" maybe, more straight to the point laserlike.

Im aware my sense of style is not really matured in understanding.

Also reading lovesystems and the insights ars interesting aswell as self effect when absorbing the material. To have some insight in social matters and increase in value.

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Something I found myself looking back on last few days:

Some women say they have a boyfriend because it makes them feel – or come across to others – as desirable and popular.

Some women say they have a boyfriend to weed out guys who don’t understand attracting women – but guys who “get it” won’t be discouraged. 

Some women say they have a boyfriend to discourage a specific guy if she isn’t interested in him.

Some women say they have a boyfriend and they don’t even know why.  (This has happened to me sooooo many times.)

And finally…

Some women say they have a boyfriend because…they have a boyfriend.

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Vibe is very strong.

[SargeMaximus]

I like this post. Reminds me of years ago when I first got into pua. Girl said I have a boyfriend and I said @yeah me too. I’d still like to get to know you tho” . For a few seconds she seemed to reconsider till I let her off the hook and told her not to worry about it. I’ll never forget that hesitation by her tho because of my response.

[Kol]

Had an interesting dream.
I had a dream of a familiar girl/woman who craved sex with me. The sexual tension was insane. Seducing me hard, clear as day pushing everything to that, like a drug craving nympho. The other girl of the group acted very bitchy/jelous/annoyed with it, being loud and insecure.
Like one moment in the dream there was a 'woodcarving with a fireburner' piece. It had me carved in me, and then 'covered up' with some paper. When this peeled off, the loud girl was like "I can barely see it!" Then, the girl wanting to bang me and making it possible by keeping it going ( DMSI goals) went off on her telling her no.

Then, I realized something, I had a choice. A choice to let her seduce me, end up in hot steaming sex. Its like I made somewhere along the line a pact or something, which has always been a returning issue. Its like playing aloof/not allowing myself. Now, this choice was clear as day presented to me, and, I believe DMSI persuaded me to "lift the pact", resulting in a massive flow of energy, akin to a river having a dam removed out of it.

I know this girl from my dream. I have a feeling FRM where involved in it already. TID influencing and playing part in my dream. Nice.

Also, the setting was playing in different places. School, other places. She literally didnt hide she went in my phone and found some nudes, or yet, teased me about it.
"Yes I went in your phone, I found some nice pictures, but promise Ill keep it to myself" while putting me in a status role for others to get jelouse

Its all about giving green light. That was what was presented to me.

[Infinite]

Who was the pact with? Can you describe what the pact prevented you from doing? I think I know what it means, but I just want it to get clarified.

[Kol]

I literally have no clue. The dream had some key elements involved in it. The dynamic and what was communicated. It also brought to light limitations and behavioural patterns ( the aloof/not allowing myself to be seduced) what I remember in the dream was that I became aware so to say, like an "hold up, I know this, I can choose now to give green light" and thus choosing that. I woke up and wrote the post down while still being with one leg into the dream-awareness before it faded.

[Kol]

This is so good. Some fond nemories. Just the freeflow of everything. The pleasure, the orgasm. The value givibg as a preformer. The ecstacy, the orgasm. I want to go back yet know each experience is another adventure. I feel so good. So blissed out. Pure expression. Its raw vulnerable experience without anything.

This evening im also very active on youtube. Commenting left and right and loving to connect and being chatty. Almost like my old self, but DMSI enhanced really making it ten times better. Gives great insight in state tranferance and what it is about the girl that she feels the same way. Pure enjoyment in the moment. Non resistant.

Also, ran 2 loops today and am filled with love. Baby makin love.

After my loops where done, I listened to a rule 4 meditation and it was earth shattering to me. Nothing but goodness this evening.

[Kol]

My dreams are more seductive in nature. I also am pretty sure Shannons subs kill any social anxiety. Still feel the world can be fully my oyster, seducing, being seduced but am also deep in tune with the process. Great experience making. Im more and more aware of hangups and issues.

I dreamed about russian girl V being naked, aswell having dreams of being in a group/team with people involving me and telling me stuff. She was hooked. Im constantly feeling in a state of being seduced, relaxed and chill aswell. ( RFM?)

Like Duke.Togo had coined in the past. Money and women are a mistress to be tamed. It clicked a couple of days ago, accompanied with a huge sense of self-esteem, value and worth. I am the prize, the brand, im the guy.

Strong player vibes. Real open and fun baseline.

Im still reading into social places. Like club, bar, places, what energy, what frame. What social rules are playing ( insight in advantage ) callibration. Then again, I love having fun, being that guy.

I want to have my social hangups to dissolve further. At times, im having brainfrog and "shutdown" responses still, while being around people. It pretty much a trust issue. Like it depends which people are around. I can be king of the world, dont care kind of guy, but also, "I cant be arsed" like social inward fully meeting with a sense of confusion and overwhelm.

In conclusion, im feeling more and more like being on a low high quality mdma trip with any outcome dependence being destroyed and meeting designed goals. Its so so beautiful.

[Kol]

Ran B 6 loops 3.2 this morning.

I just read in Shannon's journal discussion the posts about emotion and being mentally already there. It does explain the "heels in the sand"kind of feeling/sense.

I feel B pushing me agressively now. guys being rude, but this comes with it, I love it and welcome it. women fall in trance around me/love with me/are beaming strong IOIs and Im a Cheeky mofo, so I seduce in the talk. I can push it further but am never aware of that step so to say in the moment, its like theyre moth to the flame, suckingling up the juices..

I can, but the circumstances... Also, Reality bending bends situations so it lines up for sex. internals improving hard last couple of weeks, its like my social brakes are gone, ingibition very mujch gone.

each realisation is wiped out again, like its already old again, evolution.

Im seeing this planet as a huge garden, or, rotating mudball if you want to call that. psychic connections are high as fuck, intuition, interaction skyrocketed. Today i felt myself stretching out, and vibrating. It was like my awareness expanded to the highests Heights, but also, very much in tune with the fabric of existence, atoms, the light and driving force within. I brought tears to my eyes, to be so unconditional gratefull. like wtf. With some members along my journey I have disclosed rule4 through pm.

Im feeling likesomething has been whiped out, and now im a brand new.

Wherever I go, women show interest, more agressively then before. And Im like, radiating the DMSi goods, being confident, amused, cocky, whatever. I find myself leaning in at times, but thats more of an "breaking in their space", because, IDGAF. and im amused by it, claiming it. not entitled, not really deserved or something, but something more authentic. its just, I do, with an huge demeanor and attitude, and they love it. then again, there is also them leaning in, locking eyes from beneath and looking up like a puppy.

Like right now, im feeling way to good to even give a fuck about this all, ts natural, normal even. like my reality at this point.

I do need to shortcircuit this nofap thing. pmo happening way to much even tho im quickly re-fuelled.

Also, am thinking about going vegetarian. dont ask me why, its all about the improvement and higher vibes now for me at this point. almost like the hippie area and liberated seks.

Im also more and more growing and shifting to the "lover not friend" mindframe. Like my new default. instinct. Tho, the whole friend thing can be played off seductively. Tbh, I have lots to consider at this point in a good natured fashion.

[Kol]

The desire to run US/LM is strong. I keep having flashes of ultra succes like my subconscious tells me to switch. Thinking about US/LM is met with an sense of "working for me/an don corleone playboy like baller with vip status. Gold and succes, las vegas are all popping vividly up in my mind. As if "luck" the universe keeps throwing up greatness my way. Again it also feels sort of "ego-less, that it is effortless and natural. It feels not like resistance, but like a enormous lust for it. Urgent and tempting is an understatement.

There is also an undeniable peering in an world of wealth, mansions, cars and its like art. Its like the whole universe is conspiring at this point towards greatness, wealth, health, business, funding, investment, jets, being invited, champagne and celebration. Its great to break these all down as I have a clear purpose now. Like damn clear, which, assist, motivates and supports it all.

Breaking it all down has my interest. Seeing complete rain forests and possibilities as of now. Its all accompanied with a huge sense of purpose, drive, solid assistence towards my goals and stepping back.