DMSi 3.2 sexland

[Kol]

Copy-paste @Shannon s response from the 3.3 journal:

"You are framing the process as "hunting or being hunted". That's artificially limited thinking. It isn't hunting or being hunted, it's being so attractive that others want you in a desirable way, and they come to you, offer themselves to you and attempt to interest you in having sex with them. Where is the threat in that?"

Lightbulb moment just now.

[Infinite]

edited

[Kol]

Yeah, I definitely splitted in that regard. Like "giving DMSI space by doing nothing" well, sort off. Especially the last few days im upping a notch in the "both worlds" thing. Like the beast has been set free and im on an whole new trajectory in my life. Its like a sandbox world out there ready to be claimed. Then again, the lines between "me" and "the world" are a bit fading. Call it enlightenment or whatever. It more of an "I am life" and so on. Like living through different realities in a fast way, one after another.

[Kol]

Breakday today.

Im feeling incred8ble blissed out atm. I recognize how my conversations with women are great. Its as if my aura takes their shittests away, and if they do, its just the shittest reaction towards my frame and their perception of me. Nothing personal which makes it all more and more fun, cuz it all is framed from a light and fun perspective. Kinda addictive.

My skin looks flawless. Im radiating heat. At first I thought it was a tan, but its like the aura radiates in my face. Also my cheekbones are very pronounced. Flawless. My eyes are beautiful.

My movements are slow, and if they are fast its like a dance. Deliberate, almost fluid and art-like. Life is even deeper now for me and all intent to experience is splitsecond manifesting. Along with rule4 stuff, it amplifies the manifestation even harder, but, yanno, shitton of rule4 programming

I want depth, I experience it.
I want more distance? Directly manifests. Manifestation follows intent.

I got women smiling, turning head, good times by my presence wherever I go and am feeling very sexy.

All I do is sexy as f#ck.

M has, as far as I know, broken off contact. She was dtf, 17 tho, and, perhaps due my listening to a friend, I sabotaged it in an way. ( the whole risky of 17 y/o with me 29 y/o while its legal in this country it was mainly a re-occuring setting in my head that made it confusing and irking, prolly societal based programming and setting in my head through an image) It makes me think about how easy it is to sow the seeds in womens mind, mindfucking them really till the point of whole scenarios planted in their heads. Sexual, romantic, whatever fantasy. It was clear in her case. Marriage, children, sex, hubby shit, after speaking only a few days max, and just an hour or 2 the initial day.

Like I said, dtf, nice rack and pussy. But also very obsessed and raving to get me in bf lockdown. Very submissive, and yet, due my own confusion as to how to deal with it, slightly pussied out. I need more experience. Thinking back at it, it all went very smooth, automatic.

After the camsession, I realized, how quick it was just not a big deal. Sex = sex. That was what it came down to.

[Kol]

Longing looks from women when meeting eyes. Lots of hoovering, "accidental" touches and body to body.

Was out with some friends today. Noticed lots of subtle dominance from atleast one of them. Due the h/c my frame seems to be weaker at times. More reactive and needy. Acting submissive and nice. It sucks.

Anyways, I had tons of locking eyes today and it was one after another. Age range between 17 and milf status. Especially a mixed woman. She had this sex appeal to her. Could be 36, who knows. Noticed her walking and bumping up to me till the point it was obvious.

Also, girls flock and gather around me quickly like a subc magnet pull. Its like having groupies everywhere. Like those 3 girls today gathering behind me.

I start to recognize the gf of a friend of mine growing in attraction.

With girls, im shifting in knowing I gave a constant social proof going on. No matter what, girls feel it, thus checking them out is a subtle shift, from "shes beautiful" towards "I got girls, idc really if you come or not, yet come over"

There is power in rejecting, having your values, boundaries, and traits and being nuclear in rejection and upholding these values, traits. It makes them come back harder. They want the prize. Beauty is common. Its very powerfull. Being the one deciding she has to go takes balls.

Also, another is, seduction and war. It clicked just now and ties in with a strong frame. Dont ask me why, it resonates within me so strongly just now and ties in many dhv.

[Kol]

3-9

Feeling torn apart, financially. one way I know im having momentum going on and its glorious, otherwise, there is a crippling, nausea inducing anxiety going on, like my abilities are being blocked, it feels real dense, contricting and isolating. on the other hand, knowing the strong positive momentum of financial wealth and expansion, feels liberating.

there is a drive going on, making me seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I see financial succes as being part of MSI. giving me options and possibilities. my focus tend to be off, by being in a constant rebellious state towards the 9/5 ratrace, yet this in turn also feels limiting.

Realized yesterday evening/last night how many crap there is still in between manifestation of what I want and made me decide "f#ck all, its THAT easy" like a mountain of irrelevance. ( manifesting the car I want for example, or rather, the ideas come to me. Like it always goes a step beyond, going up in range, like my subc/the universe shows its abundance and piles up higher and better of whats possible )

Edit: reading this back, its like watching the succes process. Like literally writing and expressing it. Pretty much mindblowing.

I also seem to have TID around Ultra succes.

Also, curiosity of women come up to me like in a trance would be great.

[Kol]

Time for an update..

I feel like im executing mercilessly. I cant really describe it as it is very natural, yet trying to describe will not do it any good. Full on autopilot, dhv'ing in natural ways and many ways.

People today where turning their heads. Sets, girls solo/single, female employees, whatever. This polish set on the road was beaming, the girl taking a good look, yeah, bf's etc dont stand a chance really. DMSI is that powerfull. I felt a genuine reaction to it, almost in an sense, knowing she was into me.

My procrastination is low.

My perfectionism is dying. This is huge to me.

Im growing more and more aware of so many subc ways of seduction taking place. Like, theyre attracted before they know it, like time space crossing proportions.

Visions still come to me and meeting girls, when, im not sabotaging, will result in design goals.

Atm listening to Arash Dibazar on how to not give up and how the universe solidifies, im almost bursting with realisations right now, like growing and expanding by the moment.

Am around so many women lately its insane. Its absurd. Like, I recognize more oppurtunity and DMSI calibrates in such a way seduction is almost magical. Its smooth. "Ment to be" *insert fucking frame right here"

The power of perception, framing...damn.

Went with friends to a big city in this country, and it was great in the sense that big cities are filled with oppurtunities. It felt open, free, great. Expansion is my jam. Still, I noticed shittesting from friends. Whatever. One I have cut out now. Cant have him around anymore and felt like a hindrance.

I realize HOW damn easy it is to have a girl. Like..realll easy. DMSI automatically cancels out bfs, whatever else, its a highly effective frame, aura, presence. Like socially greatly calibrated and dealing perfectly with them, such as group working.

[Kol]

Im feeling so turned on right now. Wonen become agressive, like their whole feminine energy is crashing in, resulting in some wanting to jump my bones ( like this woman of yesterday, she was working, yet, if this piece of wood wasnt in between us, she would eat me whole )

Tons of hairflips, knowing they respond. Getting singlet out, isolated by their attention. Ass displays and the such. Just knowing, no, tasting their desire and craving. And then my way of seduction/communication shifts, like way more suave. One girl, curved in the right places, couldnt stop while we locked eyes, it was instinctively felt, like my body activated

Dressing up will even add this up further. Like, another icing on the cake.

Alright, so with the blond ponytail girl, who grows more and more "in love" with me, was captivated, I noticed myself shifting yet she fizzled out.

It might be to much for her, it might be that something turns her off, like she became less "animated" famous christmas tree light up look was fizzling. Like the same as texting, it has an energy to it, and mostly can feel when it fizzles out. Yet I can feel the reset.

To many girls to text soon. To many gfs and fwb if I keep up with this rule 4 practice, that sends me into lalaland of seduction.

Another is, W her bf showed up. I felt nothing but knowing shell turn. Her attention giving is ramping up visibky and sex talk, albeit indirectly, becomes norm. I felt myself upping in status, automatically. Like, knowing im the better choice, or rather, my being decided so.

My aura is doing shit beyond my comprehension it seems.

Today also was a day in which all kind of limitations where targetted, one after another. Like an *alright, done with this shit* kind of attitude and thing. Understanding limiting beliefs, fears and that they are bricks to be shot, accompanied by an sense of growth and idgaf. Fear means shit. Im guided anyways. Just crushing it. It launched me in a world of possibilities, and some considered pretty out there, but hey...surprise me... *devilish grin*

Although im running version B, there is some form of h/c going on in a way. I also now become aware of fear of succeeding and why I sometimes break off e.c still. When I hold and am totally good with it, its a closing.

Im getting more direct, wanting to see people succeed abd start to resent people just come up with excuses. Do it fir fuck sake, screw fucking excuses and fear.

[Kol]

Yesterday was break, today im prolly gonna run A, tho the forced element of B is pretty much something I dig.

Whatever.

Im angry. Like, body trembling rage snippits. One is, Im really getting towards 0 tolerance towards bs. Also, when I met up with my friendgroup yesterday, I noticed how toxic the dynamic was. Its like I lost my boundary setting at some points, and thus they saw fit to violate some things. At the end of the evening, I begun to become more "lashy" its like a dominant pattern in my mind is geared to be "liked", keeping the shit together but its a waste. When im connecting with higher value people, who have values, respect and something to offer, its naturally flawless. Its just not worth energy when everyone acts passive aggressive.

"You know who says it right?"
This doesnt mean I shouldt rip your fucking head off. It exactly that what demands screening and weeding out. Its like coming out to their bs ways and saying "here look, see what I done, I admit I fucked you over, now act"

Im starting to realize outgrowth. Like, almost a forcefull event of pushing away and cutting away people. Being "nice" reeks of disaster. Its total self sacrifice and im gonna have to take a hard look within and at myself. It ties in to past events, bullying events, and being taken advantage of through the past. It clearly left some deep scars.

ION: gawking women all around even tho im trembling with anger. Its paradise and this fine brunette with this fine ass on her bike, I wanted her, but, yanno, I was in traffic driving.

Fuck neediness and needing-ness. Being financial independent is another ballgame which result in more personal gain and power.

Choose yourself first and foremost and relentlessly cut off the bs.

Gonna hit the gym. Might aswell update this post afterwards

[Kol]

Day 3

Turned on hard. The 1-10 scale has tipped over for me. My selfunderstanding has shifted along with an inner peace aswell as feeling the aura burning and active.

Her looking sad, angry or anything, when its a ten, it all doesnt really matter. Tbh, I feel I can flawlessly aid to her need in an instinctual and 6th sense kind if way.

Acting sexy, feminine, her eyes, movements, energy and display can wash over me. I feel it. Its hot and flawless magnetic pull. Its like feeling a "pang" in the body around my stomach, or slightly above. Not really in the heart, then again, maybe it is..

Im feeling as if im in an permanent "bedroom" state. With exuding love, almost romance even and an primal urge of fucking. Very primal. Like all my touches are seductive. Imagine mindfucking and eye fucking them. Im eye candy to them.

Tons of such girls hit me like that. An abundancd yet flawless like gravity ( deoiver this with cocky funny attitude, playfull, not big deal yet owning it unapoligetically ) Tindr is flooded by such girls that have that "something" to them that makes me swipe right.

Its autopilot seduction.

Also othet abilities im sure are possible, like reading their thoughts, enticing them and more of such abilities, because, why not? This is fringe, but im very much convinced that I can pierce their minds, read them, influence them, compel them even. For all Im aware, its just limiting beliefs standing in the way h/c touch upon.

Another thing to note, is eyes. One source of mine has told me that the eyes can cause girls to get wobbly legs and I know this through testing. They go wet when you go for their eyes, so many go for their body, and, through DMSI, this screening happens already, but the eyes hold such an incredible seductive power right through their core that they go numb. I love hot women, and hot bodies are oof, but directly go for the eyes. Create that vortex. That tension. Entice her mind body and soul.

Also huge developments in seduction process, communication and the whole vision. Lets say a girl has a history of sexual abuse. Seduction is way more then sex. Comfort is another thing. Attraction is easy. Im facing more blocks related to deeper stuff. Like, how one could use the "aloofness" to turn away each time, instead of actually go deep. Its deeper relationship dynamics and very potent in getting a gf, keeping one and even letting go of one.

Now im thinking about it, there is also a jackyll and hide dynamic. By being harsh, direct, clear and detached when having issues with a girl or anyone for that matter. The one train of thought is over now. There are moments one has to be cold and getting your message across. Turning cold to it. Its war for that matter. Being alpha, acting alpha, give them verbal ass-whooping and calling out on their bs, and setting clear cut boundaries. It takes a certain sense of kingship and being the prize to be so decisive. Like not being like the other guys who let this epidemic run wild.

Lots to think about, yet all of this feels a bit futile, like DMSI will attain its goals anyway by mere breathing, existing and relaxing.

[Kol]

DMSI is leading me to healthy relationships with hot women. Im slowly healing in more ways. Also, my guess is, h/c is changing my past. Atleast its coming across as such. Could be healing parts but it really is healing my past, if not, changing my past. My history is shifting only to bring more positive reference.

Had a realisstion today that experience is reflecting in ones character and energy. Like, its a form of communication. It shows. Like people went through shit for example and dealing with women the same. It reflects in the energy signature of a person. This I now am starting uo understand, like before I missed the "getting" of it.

Dtf women are common, its a guarantee. Now im focussing on the other parts of the seduction process. Like, the process towards it. Its a whole other shift in mindset and skill. Like autopilot gearing me towards it. The steps towards it. Huge release. Its more then just dtf. I wanna fuck her, sure. But the mind is to be enticed. There are countless other skills and quirks. Its like a huge supreme dominant control frame but very natural. Like a massive upperhand and advantage.

Edit1: never thought I would say this, but im now very inclined with the "in 5 years xyz" "in 10 years ill be" ad infinitum. This in turn gives an even bigger sense in value and options aswell as responsibility. Not the narrowed dumbed down instant stuff, which goes as far as nose-point. Build a legacy. It ties in with seduction.

Also, big surge of possibilities. Everything is possible and it is fluid and natural. People are arguing for their limitations reflecting an narrow understanding of their awareness and frame. Be aware of the info you let in and which sources influence you. Thoughts are powerfull and feed the perception. Its pretty much clear looking around. Such as the news. It influences peoples perception of the world and their narrow perception and frames.

[SargeMaximus]

Also, big surge of possibilities. Everything is possible and it is fluid and natural. People are arguing for their limitations reflecting an narrow understanding of their awareness and frame. Be aware of the info you let in and which sources influence you. Thoughts are powerfull and feed the perception. Its pretty much clear looking around. Such as the news. It influences peoples perception of the world and their narrow perception and frames.

I've got this too. It's f*cking amazing.

[Kol]

Yeah, it now just escalated. I feel so connected now. My intent is instantaneous and life is a trip. May we go beyond our limitations, to the cosmos and beyond. I feel complete bliss, limitless and intense peace. Yet know do much more is gonna happen. Damn. I love this path I walk. Nothing but love for all and everything.

[Kol]

Each time when the aura is on fire, I feel damn invincible aswell as a supernatural being. Alpha, beastly(predator) and highly influencing. Not to say im getting more and more comfortable with hot women, like its my selection pool. I did try thinking bout 8's , yet im directly pushed to 9's and 10's as in my world Im damn invincible in feeling and feel it pressing through. Did pmo hour ago, and since feeling kind of relieved, more articulate and less having all the sexual energy pressing. Longest streak thus far. Now im still flooded by the playboy lifestyle. Like, im focussed upgrading my home and organizing it more thoughtfull and purpose fuelled.

Anyways, my hands are radiating heat. Ate 2 burgers 10 minutes ago.

Having constant mental scenarios playing out of women flocking. Sexual orgies and steaming sex in the most random places.

Also, since listening a interview with Badboy, my reality is shifting yo an more hugh hefner kind of setting with women knocking down my appartment. Sometimes its a dorm setting, other moment its a beach and being tanned and ripped while having good amount of musclemass.

These are realities im considering truly existing. There are waaaaay more realities. Limitations are breaking down. Things are healing and clearing. No more excuses as they are irrelevant.

Energywork is another thing im starting to understand, and get in now. Like, shifting, social influences, what comforts for example, and so on. A form of calibration. Yet again, it already is at the point of automatisation. Then also again, its a interisting field of seduction.

Im also realizing the amount of internal focus. It gives me a great sense of idk what, but I like it. Having this inner centre from which all flows. Less so much obsessed with IOIs, but more, almost dark, having an cocky edge. Im letting it all go and it fuells me. Like a walking taboo yet wanting to be crossed. Carefree.

Healing does have dealing with death. As a subject. It liberates me and puts things in a wholly different frame of perception.



9s/10s all are like breathing having an constant social proof and knowing it. J was noticably more attracted to me, which is fine, yet im running a lifestyle of a playboy/badboy. So that it.

Im ready.