New girl at work today. Blond, cute, nice face, good figure. The moment she walked in ( had an evaluation involving "E" ) boom! Sexual tension of the bat. Time stopped, us 2 existed for a second as all else dissapeared around us. It felt great.
Yet, It didnt affect the evaluation at all. I was talking with E, was taking on a rockstar character, high value and being me. Execution as E became more touchy, locking eyes, gassing/complimenting me up with all kind of sweet talk. I took it in, I thanked her, proceeded naturally. I also realize on a deeper level im highly attractive, and having status. Like a superstar. Anyways, at a moment in the setting, this blond cute 8,5/10 walked in and we instantly clicked on an mutual "I want you" level. I noticed I was on point regarding smoothness, instantly following up the steps to handle it like boss. "I", another girl is growing jelouse, is affected obviously to an extent but her act doesnt hold. She has curves, yet plays "hard" like, an week front of professionalism, hardness for some reasons, almost mechanical in her act, which, comes across as unnatural. She is constantly glancing, making my spider sense tingle as I feel her energy piercing me.
By referring to as "being me" Im now relaxing more and more and actually accepting im in higher ranks value wise. No need for seeking validation as I validate myself. As within, so without. Along with the flawlessness of reality bending, which I accept on an deeper core level as an "what/it happens" and it bends along fine with the sub execution. It bends circumstances to line up sex.
Im curious how we, me and the blond girl, will be unfolding. Wifey material for sure and can see myself sharing a life with her, like a perfect match on another level. This was something that came up the moment she walked in.
Im realizing I have loadsa women in my life. 2 who are easy booty calls. Its all subtle but sets me up for juggling multiple women at the same time.
Another is my attitude. I break off from patterns of investment. Like, on here, before I would at times browse much, but now its part of my agenda and nothing more. Its an "its fine, its not mattering very much" I do my thing and take just the amount of time and am unto the next one *shrug* whatever shifts and transformation has taken place. Im way diffetent, my growth is niticed not just by me, but by those involved in me on an regular basis. Attitudes also shifted in that regard.
Acknowledging right now that im still holding negative beliefs and convictions around women, yet this seems key, it launches me to another/next level.
Succes mindset evolves fast. Its what I am now. 8 AM success and all that comes with it. US/LM TID.
Yet, It didnt affect the evaluation at all. I was talking with E, was taking on a rockstar character, high value and being me. Execution as E became more touchy, locking eyes, gassing/complimenting me up with all kind of sweet talk. I took it in, I thanked her, proceeded naturally. I also realize on a deeper level im highly attractive, and having status. Like a superstar. Anyways, at a moment in the setting, this blond cute 8,5/10 walked in and we instantly clicked on an mutual "I want you" level. I noticed I was on point regarding smoothness, instantly following up the steps to handle it like boss. "I", another girl is growing jelouse, is affected obviously to an extent but her act doesnt hold. She has curves, yet plays "hard" like, an week front of professionalism, hardness for some reasons, almost mechanical in her act, which, comes across as unnatural. She is constantly glancing, making my spider sense tingle as I feel her energy piercing me.
By referring to as "being me" Im now relaxing more and more and actually accepting im in higher ranks value wise. No need for seeking validation as I validate myself. As within, so without. Along with the flawlessness of reality bending, which I accept on an deeper core level as an "what/it happens" and it bends along fine with the sub execution. It bends circumstances to line up sex.
Im curious how we, me and the blond girl, will be unfolding. Wifey material for sure and can see myself sharing a life with her, like a perfect match on another level. This was something that came up the moment she walked in.
Im realizing I have loadsa women in my life. 2 who are easy booty calls. Its all subtle but sets me up for juggling multiple women at the same time.
Another is my attitude. I break off from patterns of investment. Like, on here, before I would at times browse much, but now its part of my agenda and nothing more. Its an "its fine, its not mattering very much" I do my thing and take just the amount of time and am unto the next one *shrug* whatever shifts and transformation has taken place. Im way diffetent, my growth is niticed not just by me, but by those involved in me on an regular basis. Attitudes also shifted in that regard.
Acknowledging right now that im still holding negative beliefs and convictions around women, yet this seems key, it launches me to another/next level.
Succes mindset evolves fast. Its what I am now. 8 AM success and all that comes with it. US/LM TID.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
