Had an interesting dream.
I had a dream of a familiar girl/woman who craved sex with me. The sexual tension was insane. Seducing me hard, clear as day pushing everything to that, like a drug craving nympho. The other girl of the group acted very bitchy/jelous/annoyed with it, being loud and insecure.
Like one moment in the dream there was a 'woodcarving with a fireburner' piece. It had me carved in me, and then 'covered up' with some paper. When this peeled off, the loud girl was like "I can barely see it!" Then, the girl wanting to bang me and making it possible by keeping it going ( DMSI goals) went off on her telling her no.
Then, I realized something, I had a choice. A choice to let her seduce me, end up in hot steaming sex. Its like I made somewhere along the line a pact or something, which has always been a returning issue. Its like playing aloof/not allowing myself. Now, this choice was clear as day presented to me, and, I believe DMSI persuaded me to "lift the pact", resulting in a massive flow of energy, akin to a river having a dam removed out of it.
I know this girl from my dream. I have a feeling FRM where involved in it already. TID influencing and playing part in my dream. Nice.
Also, the setting was playing in different places. School, other places. She literally didnt hide she went in my phone and found some nudes, or yet, teased me about it.
"Yes I went in your phone, I found some nice pictures, but promise Ill keep it to myself" while putting me in a status role for others to get jelouse
Its all about giving green light. That was what was presented to me.
I had a dream of a familiar girl/woman who craved sex with me. The sexual tension was insane. Seducing me hard, clear as day pushing everything to that, like a drug craving nympho. The other girl of the group acted very bitchy/jelous/annoyed with it, being loud and insecure.
Like one moment in the dream there was a 'woodcarving with a fireburner' piece. It had me carved in me, and then 'covered up' with some paper. When this peeled off, the loud girl was like "I can barely see it!" Then, the girl wanting to bang me and making it possible by keeping it going ( DMSI goals) went off on her telling her no.
Then, I realized something, I had a choice. A choice to let her seduce me, end up in hot steaming sex. Its like I made somewhere along the line a pact or something, which has always been a returning issue. Its like playing aloof/not allowing myself. Now, this choice was clear as day presented to me, and, I believe DMSI persuaded me to "lift the pact", resulting in a massive flow of energy, akin to a river having a dam removed out of it.
I know this girl from my dream. I have a feeling FRM where involved in it already. TID influencing and playing part in my dream. Nice.
Also, the setting was playing in different places. School, other places. She literally didnt hide she went in my phone and found some nudes, or yet, teased me about it.
"Yes I went in your phone, I found some nice pictures, but promise Ill keep it to myself" while putting me in a status role for others to get jelouse
Its all about giving green light. That was what was presented to me.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
