Each time when the aura is on fire, I feel damn invincible aswell as a supernatural being. Alpha, beastly(predator) and highly influencing. Not to say im getting more and more comfortable with hot women, like its my selection pool. I did try thinking bout 8's , yet im directly pushed to 9's and 10's as in my world Im damn invincible in feeling and feel it pressing through. Did pmo hour ago, and since feeling kind of relieved, more articulate and less having all the sexual energy pressing. Longest streak thus far. Now im still flooded by the playboy lifestyle. Like, im focussed upgrading my home and organizing it more thoughtfull and purpose fuelled.
Anyways, my hands are radiating heat. Ate 2 burgers 10 minutes ago.
Having constant mental scenarios playing out of women flocking. Sexual orgies and steaming sex in the most random places.
Also, since listening a interview with Badboy, my reality is shifting yo an more hugh hefner kind of setting with women knocking down my appartment. Sometimes its a dorm setting, other moment its a beach and being tanned and ripped while having good amount of musclemass.
These are realities im considering truly existing. There are waaaaay more realities. Limitations are breaking down. Things are healing and clearing. No more excuses as they are irrelevant.
Energywork is another thing im starting to understand, and get in now. Like, shifting, social influences, what comforts for example, and so on. A form of calibration. Yet again, it already is at the point of automatisation. Then also again, its a interisting field of seduction.
Im also realizing the amount of internal focus. It gives me a great sense of idk what, but I like it. Having this inner centre from which all flows. Less so much obsessed with IOIs, but more, almost dark, having an cocky edge. Im letting it all go and it fuells me. Like a walking taboo yet wanting to be crossed. Carefree.
Healing does have dealing with death. As a subject. It liberates me and puts things in a wholly different frame of perception.
9s/10s all are like breathing having an constant social proof and knowing it. J was noticably more attracted to me, which is fine, yet im running a lifestyle of a playboy/badboy. So that it.
Im ready.
Anyways, my hands are radiating heat. Ate 2 burgers 10 minutes ago.
Having constant mental scenarios playing out of women flocking. Sexual orgies and steaming sex in the most random places.
Also, since listening a interview with Badboy, my reality is shifting yo an more hugh hefner kind of setting with women knocking down my appartment. Sometimes its a dorm setting, other moment its a beach and being tanned and ripped while having good amount of musclemass.
These are realities im considering truly existing. There are waaaaay more realities. Limitations are breaking down. Things are healing and clearing. No more excuses as they are irrelevant.
Energywork is another thing im starting to understand, and get in now. Like, shifting, social influences, what comforts for example, and so on. A form of calibration. Yet again, it already is at the point of automatisation. Then also again, its a interisting field of seduction.
Im also realizing the amount of internal focus. It gives me a great sense of idk what, but I like it. Having this inner centre from which all flows. Less so much obsessed with IOIs, but more, almost dark, having an cocky edge. Im letting it all go and it fuells me. Like a walking taboo yet wanting to be crossed. Carefree.
Healing does have dealing with death. As a subject. It liberates me and puts things in a wholly different frame of perception.
9s/10s all are like breathing having an constant social proof and knowing it. J was noticably more attracted to me, which is fine, yet im running a lifestyle of a playboy/badboy. So that it.
Im ready.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus
