09-17-2018, 08:11 AM
Im feeling so turned on right now. Wonen become agressive, like their whole feminine energy is crashing in, resulting in some wanting to jump my bones ( like this woman of yesterday, she was working, yet, if this piece of wood wasnt in between us, she would eat me whole )
Tons of hairflips, knowing they respond. Getting singlet out, isolated by their attention. Ass displays and the such. Just knowing, no, tasting their desire and craving. And then my way of seduction/communication shifts, like way more suave. One girl, curved in the right places, couldnt stop while we locked eyes, it was instinctively felt, like my body activated
Dressing up will even add this up further. Like, another icing on the cake.
Alright, so with the blond ponytail girl, who grows more and more "in love" with me, was captivated, I noticed myself shifting yet she fizzled out.
It might be to much for her, it might be that something turns her off, like she became less "animated" famous christmas tree light up look was fizzling. Like the same as texting, it has an energy to it, and mostly can feel when it fizzles out. Yet I can feel the reset.
To many girls to text soon. To many gfs and fwb if I keep up with this rule 4 practice, that sends me into lalaland of seduction.
Another is, W her bf showed up. I felt nothing but knowing shell turn. Her attention giving is ramping up visibky and sex talk, albeit indirectly, becomes norm. I felt myself upping in status, automatically. Like, knowing im the better choice, or rather, my being decided so.
My aura is doing shit beyond my comprehension it seems.
Today also was a day in which all kind of limitations where targetted, one after another. Like an *alright, done with this shit* kind of attitude and thing. Understanding limiting beliefs, fears and that they are bricks to be shot, accompanied by an sense of growth and idgaf. Fear means shit. Im guided anyways. Just crushing it. It launched me in a world of possibilities, and some considered pretty out there, but hey...surprise me... *devilish grin*
Although im running version B, there is some form of h/c going on in a way. I also now become aware of fear of succeeding and why I sometimes break off e.c still. When I hold and am totally good with it, its a closing.
Im getting more direct, wanting to see people succeed abd start to resent people just come up with excuses. Do it fir fuck sake, screw fucking excuses and fear.
Tons of hairflips, knowing they respond. Getting singlet out, isolated by their attention. Ass displays and the such. Just knowing, no, tasting their desire and craving. And then my way of seduction/communication shifts, like way more suave. One girl, curved in the right places, couldnt stop while we locked eyes, it was instinctively felt, like my body activated
Dressing up will even add this up further. Like, another icing on the cake.
Alright, so with the blond ponytail girl, who grows more and more "in love" with me, was captivated, I noticed myself shifting yet she fizzled out.
It might be to much for her, it might be that something turns her off, like she became less "animated" famous christmas tree light up look was fizzling. Like the same as texting, it has an energy to it, and mostly can feel when it fizzles out. Yet I can feel the reset.
To many girls to text soon. To many gfs and fwb if I keep up with this rule 4 practice, that sends me into lalaland of seduction.
Another is, W her bf showed up. I felt nothing but knowing shell turn. Her attention giving is ramping up visibky and sex talk, albeit indirectly, becomes norm. I felt myself upping in status, automatically. Like, knowing im the better choice, or rather, my being decided so.
My aura is doing shit beyond my comprehension it seems.
Today also was a day in which all kind of limitations where targetted, one after another. Like an *alright, done with this shit* kind of attitude and thing. Understanding limiting beliefs, fears and that they are bricks to be shot, accompanied by an sense of growth and idgaf. Fear means shit. Im guided anyways. Just crushing it. It launched me in a world of possibilities, and some considered pretty out there, but hey...surprise me... *devilish grin*
Although im running version B, there is some form of h/c going on in a way. I also now become aware of fear of succeeding and why I sometimes break off e.c still. When I hold and am totally good with it, its a closing.
Im getting more direct, wanting to see people succeed abd start to resent people just come up with excuses. Do it fir fuck sake, screw fucking excuses and fear.
The trials you encounter will introduce you to your strengths. - epictetus